Monday, September 17, 2007
September,17,2007(Monday)
Haiz...After Sop Sop, nw is Yumi le...Facing serious problem with his bf...Cry le whole day..and I guess she has given up her account's exam...The problem shouldn't come now and affect her study...I m sitting for exam tomorrow so do Negi...Haiz...Donno wat can we do...I also not really believe in his bf but I also didn't hope that such a cruel reality will happen on Yumi...Wish she could recover faster...
Now nearly 10 pm...I can't finish my study le I guess...Not really in a mood of study..Keep eating...I also donno wat had happen to me...After seeing almost every1 around me suffering from love, I really don understand...If really so, y do we wanna fall in love...I m glad I m single now, at least I won't sad...Can go anyway I want, do all sort of things that I wanna do...Of coz, sometimes I might felt lonely...but I deserve to be lonely....
Wondering, should I overnight at PJ tomolo...Worried bout yumi, but I can't do anythings coz I m nt good in talkinng...Mayb sometimes I should leave the room for her....Coz, if I am sad, I prefer to stay alone...With Negi a home, I think she should be ok...
Omg...So angry.....WTF.......What kind of guy is u...Don't let me see u...Yumi was unlucky 2 meet....U will get from wat u have done.....................Angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............
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thanks ayumi..i really appreciate for u have done..hope our friendship can last forever...love u!
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I change add than fail to change my blog add...I also donno wat happen le...Sobz..
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
Sept,16,2007(Sunday)
Didn't write my blog for quite a number of day. Juz nw viewed Sop Sop's blog...Omg...I m so shocked...What happen 2 u, my dear fren...I m so sad...I can't even being call as ur fren, don't event mention best friend. I m just a selfish fren of u...Take all of ur care but donno what was happening 2 u...Juz know tat I m busy, busy with my study, busy with my assignment...Keep telling myself, after assignment, after exam, I wanna find Sop Sop...But, when I saw u, I was keep telling my own story..Never listen to u...Booo to myself...BOoooo..
I also forget since when, I didn't cry. I told myself, not to drop a single tears anymore...Throw away my, cry in d middle of the night's habbit...Don't wanna be sotong...100% pieces girl, need protection, easy cry....I can control my tears now even when I m telling my beloved mother's story. But, today, I nearly drop my tears when I was reading ur blogs. I call Yumi, n ask her to have a look...Is she taking pills?? I think she is...Sop, don't...U don't deserve to accept all the things that happen to u...You r nt the loner in this world...You still have ayu, this useless friend, if u don't mind....
I used to believe cry can settle everythings. Have a good cry will make me sleep soundly, and wake up the other day, assume that I have forget everything that happen to me. But, it was just a way of lying ourself. Do you still remember, when I used to cry every midnight, you r the one who call me everyday, excatly 12 am...Saying, hah...I know u wanna cry again...So I call u...I appreaciate u so much, my fren....Sop, cry can't solve everythings. I accept this truth when I goes through every tough things in KL. Even if we cry, no one will cares about us nor the world will stop for us. We need to stand up all by ourself. Belive me, no matter what way we choose o what we have gave up in the pass, there will be a road for us in front...I can't say is a better road, but is a road we can walk through.
Sop sop, don afraid to start a new relationship. But, don start if u r nt sure of it...Either, he, he o he, which 1 u choose, I will support u de...If u really can't drop down him, take ur time...Don worry...The world will wait...They will wait too if they really like u...
I am not sure if I got say anythings wrong o not...But hopefully, I didn't. Juz wish u can have a happy life...Our life is short...I appreaciate all the things I have now, So do u...We need to accept the fact that we r born in this cruel world. We need to struggle in order to survive. If we r lucky, there will owes be some one who will b there to protect us. But, they can't protect us forever. We need to protect ourself...Believe urself...You can do it de...
Truly, from @yumi...
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Im just so touched.... =( I know you were busy. So that is okay. Thanks for everything. You are my bestest fren no matter how. Call me BESTFREN!!! This post is a little formal. Look so different but i still found a lot of spelling mistake. =X Wakakkaka.a....a.a.a..a..a..aa.a...Anyway this is my dear Lindy who always done the same mistake, the cute one. I love you!! IM NOT TAKING PILL LA YOU CRAZY! I MEAN IM HEADACHE AND I WAN TO EAT PANADOL. But at last i dont, cuz i hate the taste of pills. See, even panadol i dont like to eat, so dont worry, i wont do stupid thing animore. =) Im a Half-grown up, will think positively. Actually Im happy that i finally dare to relieved myself in BLOG. If b4, i dont think i'll do it. Im getting braver. =P Take care and why dont allow anonymous to drop comments? Curious. Hehe
touch story... Sob sob...
0.o I didn't set anything eh...Coz I donno how 2 set...wakakaka...U know me de...I never pass my speeling and grammar...paiseh...I thought u taking sleeping pills...Shock me...Lucikly nt...ekekeke...
Thomas cry ur head... -_-||
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Saturday, September 8, 2007
Sept,08,2007 (Saturday)
2.53am
Juz wake up...Suffering from serious flu and sour throat...Lost le 85% of my voice... Wondering should I start my study now...Every1 felt strange y I owes do so...Sleep than wake up in the middle of the night to do my own stuff...Am I weird?? Mayb...Coz I start doing so since my secondary life. That time was becoz 2 am radio with songs and touching story was just too nice. And I will start talking phone till 5 am and then ready for skool..^^ Now, I juz like the silence time when everybody was asleep while I was busy cooking noodle, online, study and then get back to sleep when every1 was awake...ekekeke....Mayb also influence by Shirleen n Kenny bah...Even cook fried rice in the middle of the night..Swt...
Today, once again, I am dissappointed. Daddy say, he will be free today, so I wake up early, 11 am <--- my early...Get ready, and plan 2 go find him..I should call him 1st but my phone was out of credit.. Usually, I will top up using e-banking, but I forgot that I have taken out all the money..My account left RM 10.15.. =_= Call daddy when I reach lrt station, and found out he was at Seremban...**Pengsan**...Aiks...So, buy le Alex present at Kl Sentral, cancel my Mid Valley plan and go home, Once again carrying my convo's pic with me... =(.. Sleep till 7 pm and recieve a call from daddy...He was at Port Klang le...dao...Call me 2 go 2 mid valley tomolo morning for breakfast coz his flight was on tomolo afternoon...Need 2 head to airport at 11 am...Hope it won't like last time...Tearing inside the lrt when I miss the bus to airport. Cannot giv daddy my Convo's picture, cannot meet him... Keep on telling myself...You wanna go back home le...Y wanna sad?? But I juz can't control my tears from falling down...I juz wanna see my daddy...Mayb like ah Sop say de...Second syndrom child...Too emotional...So, tomolo I muz go early...Don't want to sleep le in case oversleep...hehe Mei Ren Yao de Cao Cao...haha...I will remember u aldough we start our friendship by quarrelling...and I make u change the phrase mei ren yao de xiao hai to mei ren yao de cao cao...hehe...Wish u all the best in future undertaking...Since u say, u will felt much better if forget us and start ur new life, hope u will have a better and happy life, coz u know, life is short..Enjoy it..^^ 5.57am Arghhhhhhhhhhh........cannot study in at all...Click here click there...View ppl blogs n fs...View view view...Juz read le 2 lines of my notes...Omg...I really hate reading... Waiting for 6.30...So can take bath and go out at 7.30...reach mid valley at 8 sth bah...hmmm...Good plan...ekekeke...Reach home, I think I will sleep for whole day...ZzzzZz...My soi yang...Can't change... Pig david san didn't wake up...Donno wan wake him up mar...But he so pig...let him sleep bah...Wake up also won't study geh...blekk... lalalalala~~~~ hao wu liao o...Vusual Communication~~~ Visual = what we see....Communicate = sending o recieveing message...Visual Communication = sending and recieving messages visually... 0.o strangeeeeeeeee....y nt Visual Communication = sending and recieving message that we see.... hao la Lindy... =_= don judge lec notes...f3... Later I wanna go Mid Valley buy things 2 decorate my future room... By d way, I haven't found my room...But think think also can geh...Choosing hamster o turtle as my pet...hmm...all don wan liao...I wan gold fish le...Those head like kena hit...belaku de...called ''Shi Zi tou goldfish"...I wan tat...hiakhiakhiak...So cute...Remember daddy had one among all other common goldfish...I like it so much..Owes feed somethings and make it swim up then touch its head...ekekeke...At last die arr...Donno izzit coz I touch too much..0.O mayb, I guess...I wanna buy a big bowl glass...Plan 2 buy 2...So they can accompany each other...But, wondering, will they fight?? 0.O o buy 3 hao le...2 fight another one can settle...hehehe....When I wanna back hometown, send 2 sop sop house...Wuahahaha...Sop SOp...nei sei le...I wanna send my goldfish 2 ur house...wuahahaha...Haiz..If I got money, buy Chow Chow better...But puppy hard 2 care...Rm 1600..If die...hw hoh...sure heart pain de...Wait I work 1st juz buy bah...hehehe....O mayb after Kulat flying squirrel born a baby, call him gimmie...Wuahaha...But of coz I don't want his tratula o his gelit de Kala Jengking....He keep offer his baby scorpion to me...Don wan't ar...Later terlepas, I need move room ar.... Wu Liao hao le...Go bath lor~~~~Yeye...breakfast with daddy...Daddy daddy daddy...
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Wah... got ghost kacao..?? Vusual communication..? sei lo... LING LIN DI... Ghost keep kacao... Hiak hiak... wei.. btw, dun buy gold fish le lo... easy die, high maintennance fee, need to ma fan ah sop if u go back.. u see so ma fan..so, go and buy siu keong.. cheap, easy mantennance, no need care, can scared thift sometimes.. Wuhaha... JkJk...blek...LING LIN DI!! its time to study liao..F3...wake up 2.53am in the mid night write blog.. /Dao.. Blek...
come come.. send to my place when u back hometown.so i can squeeze ur gold fish's head.. AWwwW must be cute when blood come out from its eyes..wahahahaa.aaaa.a.a.a..that day hoh.. i went to mid valley saw two puppies.. OMG...as cute as me.. hope u can adopt them >.< i wanna seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Ah Sopppppppp gelitttttt arrr....Squeeze my gold fish head...f4...Puppies...I wan....I adopt le u care for me...ekekeke...
David san~~~~Typing error ler...nt ghost kacao ar....Ur house many sui keong hoh...Catch 1 for sop sop...she bela de...hiakhiakhiak...by d way, DON CALL MY FULL NAMEEEEEEEE AAARRRRR!!!!!!!
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Friday, September 7, 2007
Sept,07,2007 (Friday)
3.06 am..
Still drinking my tom yam ayam...hehehe...Wake up at 2 sth juz now...hehehe...Actually wanna wake up at 12 geh...But donno y ar...didn't hear my alarm calling...hehe..Lucikly, david san message lai, n I m awake... =)
Negi drag me go da bao...We 3, once again, eat full full, be fat pig... =X
Sleep le whole day, end up, read le VcoM pass year paper..But better than don have...hek hek hek... Daddy arrive KL today, but busy...I cannot go to find him ar...But tomolo can...hehehe...So, I can go buy present for Alex too. Then call daddy bring back...Keep thinking, wanna buy wat ar...With only RM 150 left in my wallet...So charm...Sobz...
Juz nw maple, saw Sop Sop, Men Men, n Sinz...Sop SOp..My sop sop gone le...Change le hairstyle...WHo r u?? hiakhiakhiak...Actually the hair nice too...But juz not like Sop Sop...Blek~~~Miss the previous Special hairstyle...ekekeke...Saw Sop Sop msn message writeen struggeling for 3 hour...Direct can guess dao...hiakhiak...Donno since when, we owes 'lai ye' at d same time...Sure is period pain... =P don't drink so much cold water ler...
Can't wait to see daddy...So so SO happy...Fast fast go study 1st...Than I wanna sleep le...^^
5.13 am
Haven't sleep yet...Juz finish hearing ah Joe conversation...Juz hear only...I didn't talk...juz give some respond by typing..Kinda rude rite? but I really lost my voice le....keep cough...coz juz nw de tom yam bah I think...
He send me a voice call invitation but I didn't accept. But he told me he juz wanna sing a song...Felt he is kinda pity, so I accept...But he sing le one song by one songs...And I m studying while listening to live singer, Mr Joe sing for me...haha..But he is really good in singing...His green box plan cancel lor...Coz no one wanna go..After listen to what he say, about his pass, his ex, y he don hv fren, really felt that he is a bit pity. Even I didn't say a single words, he can also keep say and say till I dc...more than 1 hour...Guess he is really lonely...He even send a message thanks me for listening to him...Mayb, I shouldn't think that he is sot...He is juz too emotional, I guess...He need a friend and I can be his friend...^^
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Hate lai ye! wuaa..a....a.a.aa lai at school summore. zzzzz.. ur ah joe really weird. btw, i cant imagine how u listen to him while he is singing.. for..that long? you are really a "good listener"... next time hear me sing lar!
hiakhiakhiak....sure...so may life singer sing for me...Study also wont felt sleepy...hiakhiakhiak...he is opening web cam too...But I am reading my notes while he is acting by himself...ekekeke...Shhh...don let him now...
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Thursday, September 6, 2007
Sept,06,2007(Thursday)
Yesterday write de blog all gone le...f4..Clicking error...hehe...Nvm bah...Juz let the post disappear...^^ Upload back the picture I wanna upload yesterday...There r some nice picture I have found. ^^
<---- See what he writes, So true...-by Jeff Thomas-
Thomas, don't think I admire u again ar...f3...Juz gam ngam
nia...blek~~~~
Curi from Sop Sop's blog...So sweet~~~ She told me...Is Pong with his gf Zi... Pong n Zi...
Cute baby...hehehe...Even daddy also say cute when I set it as laptop background.
My Idol, Leng Yein's tatoo...Cool~~~
Karen Kong, So preety...David San like her so much...I saw a big poster of her at David San's house..He make this pic, his final Drawing's assignment source. I got his drawing...Should I post it? hiakhiak...Better don't...later kena kill... =P
Mr Joe, drawing himself, Little Joe...ekekeke
Media : Charchoal
Sketching of Jay Chow by my Friendster's Friend, Micheal...Yeng yeng~~~
Kulat's pet...Donno wat's that...A flying squirel bah...
Jesus on cross with the words Inri..Kulat wanna tatoo on his body and call me to help him to do some editing on it...Does it really looks good as tatoo?? 0.o I also not sure...
Kulat ugly character with his Bowl cut... =_= he really a strange guy...But tats y I admire him so much. =)
Sticker Pic..I am nt photogenic at all...Agree??
Absolutely...
Ah Sop look so sexy...Negi's 1 st word when saw this pic...
Ah Sop need to be so sexy mar.. XD
Take 2 ~~~~ I look better by covering my face... XD
Take 3~~~ All in Pink~~~ekekeke...
Take 4~~~heh...We also can act cute geh....f3...blekkkkk
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wahahaa...everyday must kepo yi xia.. eheh... coolie!! by the way, Pon & zi, bukan PONG la ... =.=|||...Im not cute at all in that pic. i think i look like so poh.. u more cute >.<
0.o...Zombie Coolie...0.o Pon...ekekeke...
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Sept,05,2007(Wednesday)
Halo~~~ ^^
Few dayz didn't write blog lor...Not b'coz of busy with assignment...but play n still play...hehe
And congratulate me...I m sick..Sobz...Need to bertapa at home le...Cold, hot, cold, hot..who also will get sick lor...Flu, and cough will join in later I think...Feeling hard to breath but I donno where I put my asthma medic ...Hope it won't come again....
This few dayz, I had a great time with my classmates..Like them so much coz I felt that they r so natural...
Play badminton with Ai Reen, David san and Ah Chun...So fun, but really, I don like sport that much..If juz for fun, is ok...hehe...Head for pasar malam but rain ruin our plan...End up eating at SS2..But its fun too..^^ Go back late and make david san drive in the heavy rain...So paiseh arrr...Thanks David san...^^
Go for movie at KLCC with Sop sop, david san, aireen, esther, ah chun, cao cao n samual...haha...although we watch a very .... geh Thailand movie, but tat movie really funny...hiakhiakhiak...Is a ghost movie...should be scary geh, but we keep laugh and catch the fake things...So fun...hehehe...Forget to ask for the ticket to add in my collection...Nvm bah...hehe...So happy too coz Sop sop can join me...Wish to share my fren with her...^^
Sop back le...Send her to lrt station juz nw...Ah joe call me juz nw say that he reach pudu le and angry coz i m still sleeping and didn't wait him at Pudu...I think he really got a bit sot sot de.. 0.o...I didn't promise to go out with him...Told him le I m nt free today...is nt d 1st time...Everytime also like that...People say cannot but he make like u have promise to go out with him and angry when u didn't show up...So strange eh...Izzit he really sot sot de? ekekeke...Hopefully not...Zhen Kock message ask do we need him 2 bring anythings from Sarawak? hehe...Errr, no bah I think...So good..can back home...
Last night ah jie call me...Talk le for quit a long time...Haiz..I m worried about home after heard what she had say...Daddy, so like to drink soft drink, didn't care about his diabetes at all...Alex, 19 le..Didn't learn anythings at all, everyday help daddy pick worker and take thousand more geh salary...If one day, daddy company bankrup o wat, donno he can depands on wat to live...Kelvin, still the same..basketball is his life...But he was still small...so is ok...Judy, how she wish to go to work at Kuching, but she juz can't put down the family...Mayb becoz she was d eldest de and nt as selfish as me...Today is Alex b'day, n I forget bout it...Omg..What had happen to me...And I think Alex is angry...He didn't reply my message...Tonite muz call home...Daddy come tomolo...Can't wait to see daddy...So miss him...Miss Judy, Alex n Kelvin too...Sobz...
Keep talk n talk with ah sop n yumi last night....talk a lot of things and get a lot from it...Ah Sop mayb wanna move lai Wangsa...But I muz move 2 PJ...But I can stll come 2 wangsa de rite?? hehe...Sometimes, felt that my life was as empty as a bottle...Didn't have anythings, donno what I want, donno what I need,....Juz have my family, daddy, angel mummy, Judy, Alex,Kelvin, bery appreciate de best fren, Sop sop, treat me as her good fren de Yumi, some will pop up to help me de friends when I need them, Zen kock, n etc... so far so good de classmates, care me de net fren...Everytime will check my friendster de Steven n Kenny...No liao...nth liao...but quit many liao geh...hehehe....Mayb I shouldn't stay at Kl liao...Should find another place 2 go le...If Judy go S'pore mayb I wanna follow too...But of coz complete my degree 1st...Hope she can come 2 KL 1st...
Aiks...Don think so much le..SO like to think crap...Better rest myself 1st...Sleep than wake up and start my study le...Didn't done well in my assignment coz of laziness...Should try my best to take good mark in the 20%-30% geh final exam... =) Gambade de lor...
Repeat and repeat listen to Wo Ke Yi all the way while writing this blog...Donno y, got a kinda strange feeling when listen 2 this songs...n I like it so much...So touching...Arigato david san for sending me this song..^^
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send me that song ler.. T.T
oh...hehe...kk...akekeke
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