Currently, 12.39am...

Drinking teh tarik while doing assignment. Believe that I can't sleep after drink it. But guess what? I m sleepy. ZzzZzzz

Listening to my own friendster page's song.

I m so tension. I really donno how to match color for my Great Wall of China. Give up and go to trace the second one. Haizz... Week 5 will be next week. Submission for 2 assignment...Rush Rush Rush...

Y UTAR students works don't have quality de?? Coz they rush too much assignment in a short period of time...SuperMan / SuperWomen also need 2 sleep de mar...

3 postcard, 1 poster, 1 portfolio, Packaging, History of art Report and Product, 3 flash, Moral, and other can't remember. Arrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhh Sot le Sot le....sobz sobz...

Say so much, also need hand in de mar...better work than type these wu liao things...f3

The Problem with GUYS :

If you TREAT him nicely, He say you are IN LOVE with him;
If you DON'T, He say you are PROUD.

If you DRESS nicely, He say you are trying to LURE him;
If you DON'T, He say you are from KAMPUNG.

If you ARGUE with him, He say you are STUBBORN;
If you keep QUITE, He say you have no BRAINS.

If you are SMARTER than him, He'll lose FACE;
If he is SMARTER than you, He is GREAT.

If you DON"T LOVE him, he try to POSSESS you;
If you LOVE him, He will try to LEAVE you.

If you don't make love with him, He say you Don't Love him;
If you do!! He say you are CHEAP.

If you tell him your PROBLEM, He say you are TROUBLESOME;
If you don't, he say you don't THRUST him.

If you SCOLD him, you are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLD you, it is because he CARES for you.

If you BREAK your PROMISE, you cannot be THRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If you SMOKE, you are a BAD GIRL;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If you do WELL in your exam, He say is LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If you HURT him, you are CRUEL;
If he HURTS you, you are too SENSITIVE!!

SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!

If you send to guys, they will swear that it's not true;
BUT if you don't, they say you are selfish.... ZzzzZZ -__-

Girls out there...This is so true rite??? :P

Currently eating Snowflakes with DutchLady Chocolate milk...So can press press a while...hehe...Snowflake doesn't goes on well with chocolate milk...Too Sweet le... ><

AH po's daughter come to visit her. She was so happy...Guess she must be very lonely. Sad, I donno how to communicate with her... hmm..Will I throw my daddy at home when he was old?? Will he felt lonely like ah Po?? Am I a bad daughter??

Somethings bad happen to my maple buddy, Blacky Dave...Hope he can cope with it well. Gambateh my fren!! Every decession we make will lead us to the different path. As long as we didn't give up, Everythings will be ok.

My illustator...In progress....

Original Picture

In Progress....

Ada sikit cacat...I know...Sobz Sobz... *shout once more* I HATE ILLUSTRATOR!!!!

Final...maybe need some touchup...Clare want colorful..don wan dark dark n gray gray...there goes my colorful great wall of china in actual saiz (5R)..Actually is small..so regret do so many details...hmmmm...

Labels: Assignment

I am so hungry...SObz sobz..Can't go out eat yet cause waiting for web~caming with daddy. Cutting father's day cake lerr...Must wait de...

Now, eating Anlene Low Fat Yogurt to cut down my hunger. Do you know that Anlene is best yogurt among all he brand?? For me, I mean. Hehe Beside Anlene, I like dutch lady too. Sowee, Nestle, I don like you...hehe...

But ar, Anlene didn't come with cover and spoon. That's the disadvantages.

Done le Illustrater whole dayz. Just manage to finish a roof...Omg...I keep try and try the get effect I wan. That's why...I am those kind of person. I MUST GET WHAT I WANT!!! unless I can't...hehe

Still wondering why one of my maple friends seems like tottaly don't know me. Did I do somethings wrong?? Izzit he oledy delete me as maple buddy?? I wan't to ask but scare..If he really wanna ignore me, I go to ask him gain, bery paiseh rite?? From his msn caption, know that somethings not good had happen to him. He view my fs just now...I m so curious what had happen...Don't dare to ask too. I am just his maple frens. Maple world and real life world is different. But, I do appreciate my maple frens too...A lot...
Like magitionlame~~my 1st maple buddy after sop sop, 3 years ago. We still chatting now.. XD

We won't get answer for every question. Sometimes donno maybe is better than know.


Daddy eating cake~~ XD

This is a short story about my dearest daddy. He is the best dad in the world.

My daddy was not very good in study but he is good in sport. Since he was young, he represent Sarawak and go all around Malysia in Sukma[if I am not mistaken the Sukan name]. He married my mama and they come the 4 of us. Me, big sister and two younger brother.

We live in a warm house with big garden, whereby mummy used it to grow vegetable, little chicken and ducky. A swimming pool but daddy fill it up with sand because scare we fall into it. We had a happy childhood memories till the year of 1999.

I remember clearly, everytime my asthma attack, daddy will hug me and rush me to the hospital in the middle of the night. When I was at the age of 4 to 5, almost every 3 days I need to go and have injection to control my asthma. One times, I was breathing through the machine, the was blood coming from the tube. Daddy was so panic and yell for the doctor. Because I am so week, I can't get expose to wind. Clearly in my mind, daddy bought me 2 set on shirt fully cover from my neck to toe. One is blue and the other one, forget le. It keep me warm and potect me from those stupid cold.

When I was in primary 3, daddy wan't me to sleep seprately with them, Sister need to accompany me while brothers still sleep in a room with daddy and mummy. I don understand why. I was so angry and kick the wall in the middle of the night till daddy come out and scold me and pull me out of the room. I keep cry and cry. I even keep the drawing I draw after that. Daddy pull my leg, I cry, sister help me, mama no help me, and bucket of tears. Now, I just understand, the reason behind it. I cannot sleep in aircond room bacause of my asthma, therefore I need to sleep in another room.

The four of us like to go to daddy's office and play there. We will open the radio aloud and sang 'Bao Bei Dui Bu Chi' and 'Sing Yuen Yang Hu Die Mong'. Daddy's favourite songs. Things start to change when daddy was force to left the company because the boss wana give the business to his own son. Daddy go to Bintulu work and we stay at Miri with mama. Each weekends, we will sit at the doorway waiting for daddy to reach home. When we saw his car, we will yell and clap happily.

Everythings goes on well till mama was found sick. Daddy throw down his job and accompany mama goes KL for treatment. One year, fully one year, daddy never left mama. Of cause, I donno all the details things that happen at KL. I just know that, mama was allocated in female wad and male are not allowed to sleep inside during night time. Daddy ask for permision to put a chair outside the wad, on open air walking path and sleep at there. Daddy loan our house to collect money to pay for mama treatment. Many more things that happen, I also donno how to write it down.

My daddy was a tough guy. In my life, I just saw him cry for 5 times.

The 1st time is when, my little sister pass away when mummy bringing her to this world. Daddy cried. That times, I was only 4 years old. Of coz, I don't understand why daddy's cry.

In the year of 1999, it was a terrible years for daddy. Grandpa pass away on July. That was the 2st time I saw daddy tears.

October 27, I recieve a call from daddy around 7pm. I will never forget it in the whole of my life. I heard daddy voice saying, Lindy, I tell you somethings but make sure you be tough. We need to do many things start from now. Mummy has pass away, and you need to take good care of your brothers and prepare to head to Sibu. I din't answer any single of words and start to cry. Daddy say, don't cry but I can hear that daddy himself was crying. At Sibu cargo, daddy hug us and cry. That was the third time I saw daddy crying.

From what daddy tell us when we have grown up, actually mummy has sucessfully change her bone marrow at Singapore, but doctor didn't put mummy in a special wad. So mummy was affcted by 5 kinds of backteria. Daddy didn't sleep, didn't bath for 3 days taking care of mummy. Mummy has lost her breath and can't be save anymore. But, mummy heart still beating refuse to let go. At last, daddy tell mummy, I will take good care of the child, don't worry, if you don't go, I will fall 1st, I can't stand anymore. After hearing the promise, mummy heartbeat stopped. Daddy walk alone whole night at S'pore street. If I was daddy, I think I can't stand loosing two of my beloved together between 3 months.

Daddy was tough enough and move us to Bintulu and make us stay with him. I was 12, sister 14, brother, 11 and 8. Daddy refuse to remarried even grandma keep say that, some1 is needed to care us since we are still small. Daddy never complaining and bring us up till now. That's why till now, we like to follow daddy everyway he go. Every1 will say, why your kids so big liao still will follow you go out de?? because we had a special dad. ^^

The fourth time daddy cry is when grandma pass away. After grandma gone, we seems like had lost all of our relative, living the four of us with daddy. Thus, we love and protect our daddy more!!

The fifth time, is when daddy was seriously sick. I was studying at KL. Daddy phone me and tell me that doctor said he can't be save anymore. He was crying because of the fear and worried about us, I guess. He call me not to worry and continue my study. I almost crazy that time. I can't bare to lost my daddy. If he really go, who can I depend to. Lucikly, my daddy was save. Daddy need to face everythings alone. No one accompany him. Kinda felt I am useless.

Till now, daddy seldom talk. I felt sad when I see my daddy. He keep everythings in heart and never told us. Now we have all grown up. Daddy always say, when you all can earn money to support yourself, I will go and find mummy. We always get angry when he say so.

He will never forget our birthday. He will prepare long life noodle with chicken soup, drumstick, two eggs, cake and of cause present on our birthday. One year, I keep wait and wait for my birthday cake till night. I thought daddy forget my birthday le and almost cry. Daddy took the cake out from fridge and say he was playing with me. I was so So happy. The 1st birthday I didn't recieve cake from daddy is the 1st year I celebrate my birthday at KL.

That's why my only wish is to earn a lot of money to give my daddy a better life. I rather myself die earlier than my daddy, cause I don't want to felt the pain of lossing him.

On this year 2008's Father Days, still the same words. Daddy, you are the world greatest dad. I love you more than anythings and thanks for everythings.
daddy 'n' mie...

The only complete family photo I had..Taken at City Fan Miri, year 1999...

I love my family!!

Have you ever wonder what I have been wondering??

* I wonder why everythings in this world seems to be so strange
* I wonder why nothing seems to be fair in this world
* I wonder why someone always forget his date with his girlfrinds and make her girlfrinds wait
* I wonder what she is thinking, she should be angry but she didn't
* I wonder since when she besome so un~care of everythings
* I wonder why someone keep wanna stick to strong people to get good marks instead of trying thier own best
* I wonder why everyone was so kia su
* I wonder why the words I Love You was so easily to be mouth out
* I wonder does anyone know what I Love You means??
* I wonder why someone who delete you b4 in frienster come and ask you how to delete a buddy in friendster??
* I wonder why we had to spend all of our money to eat??
* I wonder why we can't stay alive without eating?
* I wonder why someone can be so irritating but some was so sweet??
* I wonder why everyone was wearing mask in their daily life?
* I wonder why I can't pretend to like you and smile to you if I don like you.
* I wonder why M'sia's maple was lag but S'pore's was not
* I wonder why are we rushing assignment like hell??
* I wonder why are we studying for?
* I wonder since when I hate people acting innocent and talk without using his/her big brain
* I wonder since when I start to hate myself too
* I wonder why some1 was well idiot enough to scold other ppl instead of scolding the real trouble makers
* I wonder why some couple keep pretend their are sweet in friendster, quote~ing "We Are
SWEET" Do you think they are really so sweet in real life??
* I wonder why people gets envy so easily
* I wonder why he suddenly don't wan't to talk to her. Did she did something wrong?
* I wonder why people falls in love easily even is in maple?
* I wonder why I do wonder......

Awww....Daddy fever.... f5 But just now webcam with family, saw papa lying at the wodden rocking chair we bought for him on last year father's day, with Cool Fever stick on head, EATING KOROPOK!!!!! swt swt...tat's my daddy...ZzzzZzzz

I ask him, fever still eat koropok ar...Papa say is a good medic...**pengsan** Then, I ask, got go see doctor mar?? He say, got, I see newspaper..**Dao** Bapa~ku memang...Keep lie me he come KL...Almost everytime I call him, mostly 2 days 1 time, the same lie...never change geh...Ah Pa...find somethings fresh...f3f3...Anyway, hope daddy recover soon... XD

Maple so lag...f5 can't play... No mood do assignment...All I can't cope with. So hard and felt so lazy to do it.

DP, choose 7 wonder of the world as my theme. No so big de head want wear so big de hat!! Trace le donno hw 2 match color...f5 My tracing sucks...Crooked here crooked there.. Shame, I don't even know how to use Gradient.. Result from too depend on Photoshop...But, I hate illustrator...What can I do..Trace 15 minute, sleep 2 hour...ZzzzZzzz I'm gonna dead...f5f5f5
Some1 save me plzzzzz...SObzzzzz.....

Currently, lock in Thomas room. He go Sg Long bbq le. Can't online so here I am using his streamyx. Don't have house key and I don't dare to go out from his room too. SHy if bump into his housemates. Wai Kit n mwey want come do assignment geh, but I can't go out. Aireen, David and Ming Guang call me from outside Thomas house. Don't dare to call Thomas housemates to open the door for me. Not need go limteh lor...hmmm...SOmetimes, I hate myself. Y I was so scare in everythings and so shy!! Guess no one is perfect. Maple donno y can't patching, assignment research almost ok le, History ppt n essay, nt need do 1st, cause tomolo will be doing it together with my group member. Groupwork is important.. Yes!!

Apply le streamyx today. Hopefully the fastest next week can online de. Waiting for u, I'm waiting for u~~~~ my streamyx... XD

Hie, last sem result finally out le…hehe…Quite happy with my result de...^^

Still can’t online and is damn boring~~

Edit le some picture and that’s my main topic for my blog today~~` MY Room’.

I got a mini and cute little single room well enough for myself. xD Show u my room 1st be4 told u the advantages and disadvantages.

(Pic1)
That’s my little study space.

(Pic2)
My personal open air closet…^^ The other closet, I put my junk things inside… =X



(Pic 3)
Mini Dressing table with a long mirror who used to belong to me, Sop Sop and Siew Hui. Following me for almost 3 years le… ^^

(Pic 4)
The special part of my room…ekekeke…Staircase that lead to someway like those kind of Japanese room.

Tada~~~~ It lead to my bed~~~ ^^ My warm bed… Pooh Bear...My FAV~~~ lalala~~
(Pic 5)

(Pic 6)
My bear bear sleep here… =)

(Pic 7)
This bean bear more ‘da pai’…He sleep beside me… =_=

(Pic 8)
Gift from my family, dear, and friends and some of my photography assignment, beside my bed…^^

Well, as u can see, I like my room very much. But….hmm…

Lets mention the advantages 1st.
(1) RM 220 include water n electric…quite reasonable..
(2) 5 minute walk 2 uni…8am class, I can wake up at 7am, bath and makeup, and head to skool at 7.50am….hehehe
(3) Water Heater, bath during 5 am also nt need 2 scare cold.
(4) Very Very Clean….
(5) Mosaic floor
(6) No more Xui Keong and Rats
(7) Very Quite
(8) Got fridge, can drink milo peng…f3

Disadvantages…
(1) Is much too quite, coz only 3 ppl living in this house. A girl, I forget her name, she told me once, and a ah po, the house owner
(2) This ah Po, sai lei lor…You know How many times I kena she scold??
Hmmm…
1st time ~ when I move in, she say I got so SO many things…I admit that.
2nd time ~ I was so innocent…After bath, I found that the floor outside the
bathroom was wet. So, I use the clothes found on the floor outside the
bathroom to wip it. [I scare ah Po fall] But, she scold me…Y I make
the clothes wet…OMG…Put there not for wipe de, for wat o???
3rd time ~ Cause we r at ground floor, we need to close the bathroom window
when bath. Forget to open it back after bath.
4th time ~ didn’t take in clothes for dry cause lazy…plan to take when wanna dry
the new de mar…f3
5th time ~ Go for 2 hour class with new socks and new shoes. Lazy to wash, so put
my socks inside my shoes plan to wear again tomolo coz it was not
smelly…=P Ah Po knock my door and call me take my socks for
wash and call me don put my shoes on the shoes rack…Put on
floor…She say cause wuo, when the wind blow, will bring the smelly
smell into the house…swt…Then, I was wondering, put on floor won’t
mer??
6th time ~ Toilet bowl got a things, donno hw 2 say..a larger layer to put down
and sit on it de…After use forget to put it up gain…Kena knock door
and call out, kena ka boom gainz…
7th time ~ DOn't open the bathroom light until is 7pm... =_=
8th time ~ Reserve for future editing…..
(3) Whole house was dark by 9 pm…cause ah Po sleep at 9pm….IS 9 PM…
(4) So, I always sneak out after 9. This was because, if I go out b4 ah Po go to sleep, she will open the living room light and wait me back, she close it…She didn’t control whether I can back late or not. But, I prefer sneak out because don’t want and old lady worried and can’t sleep well because of me…err…She was deaf and can’t talk…therefore, I guess she donno I sneak out…

Did I seems like living with my real grandma…hmmm…kinda….





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Updated on June,02, 2008 while waiting for the picture to sucessfully uploaded..Finally can online le...but guess wat, is damn slow...sharing broadband with my housemates...and is really fucking slow...Can't even sign in msn...haiz...see after upgrade how lor...if still tat slow...mayb need take streamyx de...**sighh**