Oh well, since many people are intrested on a pervert we meet yesterday, so here is the story.
Me, mwey, and Esther was waiting for bus at Sec 14, since we don't dare to grab a taxi coz the 3 of us DUNNO THE ROAD BACK TO OUR HOUSE!!! how stupid, and that time we miss Aireen so much. AIREENN... WE MISS YOU, MISS YOUuuu!!!! IN SHOWING DIRECTION. kekeke
So, we was chit chatting, with me facing inside of the bus stop while Esther and mwey facing outside. After a while, Esther said, "Ei, you see the guy in the myV, like keep looking at us." His car stop rite in front of the bus stop, behind me. And we start kidding among each other. "Wanna drive us home ar, hahahaha, talk this talk that, laugh here, laugh there". Esther said again, "He look so strange while talking on phone, mouth didn't move and eyes look here and there, seems like doing something in secret." As I am not intrested at all, I din even bother to turn around and look until mwey drag me. She said, " Lindy, come, turn here and you can see him".
So, I turn around. and You know what I saw?? I saw the guys jeans was open and halfway down the leg. ANd you can saw his black underwear. And the most digusting things is, his hand was keep rubbing his private place. eukkkk...
But, strangely, I turn back calmly and said, "You all see his hand, and his jeans is open." They look at the direction and say OMGosh, and the bus arrive.
He drove and stop at the front. When the bus pass by, he give a glace at Esther and follow the bus. Esther even saw his car passby her when she get down from the bus. Lucikly, she walk with a bunch of people.
Scary rite?? I wonder does he felt that no one can see his action in such a public place?? He was quite good looking with nice and sincere face.
Is a yellow/greenish myV plat no wat NF wat 6 wat 3, forget le. So, just be aware, coz quite a number of people saw him around this area. Be Alert!! Bien Tai Lau!!!! Hamsap Lou!!!
Today, a baby monkey come to my house. I mean Sarawak's house. It sit on the washing machine and refuse to go for the whole dayz. Above is the picture from webcam with bad pixel. hehe. Daddy catch him and put inside a bucket.
There was a string on its neck. Guess it should belong to someone. Sis say, someone beat him before. Daddy scare if let him into the jungle now, he might dead if dunno how to find foods. So we gonna keep him for a while. I hope until I back home. XD But, still worried it might die, coz whole dayz he only eat one banana, didn't drink any water. I wonder, does monkey suppose to drink?? So, I call brother go buy a baby bottle and feed him with milk. Hopefully this cute little creatures might survive till it's big enough to return to te jungle. Aww, how I wish I can hug it.
I decided, there is much more other things to do beside keep thinking the pass and sad about it.
SO NOW, I WILL THROW ALL OF MY SADNESS INTO THE TOILET AND FLUSH IT!!! WAY TO FORGET EVERYTHINGS. START AFRESH!!!
But, there is still too much things to worried about.
Mommy, Do bless us. Daddy gonna go Miri for work tomolo. Hopefully he can get used to the life there and come back soon. May daddy arrive safely. Work safely and don't injure himself. I am so worried. Haiz.. Take care on Judy, Alex, and Kelvin. Kinda worried they alone at home. Hope the series thief at Bintulu will get caught soon, May Alex can handle daddy business at Bintulu without causing much trouble. Bless Kelvin, coz he gonna sit for SPM soon. The little monkey, hope he can survive and get back to jungle soon. Lastly, something for myself. I wanna forget all those memories. Help me, I tried so hard. Is so suffering.
Guess I gonna trouble mummy with so many problem. hehe, who call you are mommy. hehe
Erase the past. Look ahead for the future. I can, if I believe I can! -misaMisaN-
Today, 9 years ago, is a day whereby our almighty God took my mummy away and totally change our life.
I never blame her, coz I know she never wanna to left us alone. She told me, if God could give her another 10 years, I am not greedy, 10 years is just enough to make sure my little brother was big enough before she left. But,
Would you excuse me to scold on our God. I really blame this on him. Why do you create us but let us suffer? Why you took her away when we all need her so much?? Why are you willing to let my daddy suffer by taking away grandpa and mummy at the same time?? How do you suppose he could take it??
God will...God will...wtf, by taking away people mother, when she is not willing to? by throwing down a 7 years old kid without someone to care on him?? by tooking away a guy's father and wife in the same year, and throw him with 4 little kids, whereby he never did anythings bad in his life??
Do you fucking know that your decission will make people suffer?? A little girl, who was 12 years old, study so hard, don't wanna to disappoint her mother. Hope she can see her result. Always write your name in the letter for her mum. Believe in God, You will recover soon. And what did she get?? Recieve a call from her daddy, call her to be tough, coz mummy has left us. There are many things we have to do now. You have to take care of brothers, and prepare to airport. At the age of 12, does she suppose to tell her daddy, I need sanitary napkins and I am shy to go and buy it? I dunno how to buy a bra???
Do you know, how she envy everyone, when they talk about their mummy?? Does you know she lie her classmates for 5 years that she had a mother? Whenever they ask, she will say, my mother at home, she is a housewife. Need mother's signature, she will sign it herself.
You can see now, You have created us, a broken family. Emo kids. A daddy who never talk much. Sister who give up the guy who loves her and she loves him to, give up her job opportunities, just because she is the biggest among us, and she need to take care of the family?? Brothers who always lock themself at room??? Un-confident kids. Afraid people may laugh at them. Afraid whenever people ask about their mum? Donno how to react when people say "I am sorry to hear that?"
I Hate You!!! I really Do. Why you choose us?? WHY??? I know I am wrong for scolding God. But I really do blame him. I really do!
We had a great time today at FullHouse. Happy Birthday Elaine. Didn't bring my camera so had to wait for photoes from friends. Will re-edit a post about it once I get the photoes.
Finally, a week is gone. It's so suffering, honestly. I know, no one has to care for my feeling. WHo am I?? Is my own feeling by the way. But, it does hurt sometimes. Everytime I felt like crying, I told myself, don't. Don't. Don't make ur friends hard. Evertime I am hurt, I smile. SMILE!!.This kind of feeling, no one will understand it. Just me, myself. Yah, I admit, I hate to see his face, I hate to hear his voice. I hate to hear those dumb, brainless jokes.
LEC: Bring you laptop if you had one.
Can we bring Dekstop?? Ohmy, does it seems to be funny, or I am the one who don't have the sense of humor.
I hate when it comes to tutorial times. I hate and I HATE and I HATE!!!
Hate?? What can you do? Quit lor. Quit because of that, how idiot. Worth mer?? He quit? Kinda impossible. So just accept it bah. And get used to it. Is the only way.
Didn't bring enough money, and Aireen borrow me some to buy this. I love it very much. I bought it becoz everyone in the cabinet was smiling except him. So I make up my mind to took it home.
His name is Tempo de Unhapp. DOB: October,24,2008. Characteristic: Born to be unhappy.
Don't sad. Everything will be alright soon. I promise.
Mei Jen gave me this. It reminds me of Smile Pasta(wei xiao pasta) movie.
Happy Birthday Yee Leng!! O.O? I know I don't know her personally, but your friend = my friend, ur ex bf = my ex bf? your bastard ex = my bastard ex. =D
Introducing : A story by Liz Ireland - How I Stole Her Husband- 359pages
The story is about Alison, who comes from a wealthy family. But his father goes bankrup, and she had a terrible life since then. She decided to change her life and went for a job interview at New York as a stay in nanny. Guess what, her future employee, was her old schoolmates, her enemies, who stole her 6 month's bf a night before the school prom. And now, they are married and she gonna babysit their babies. Oh my... Should Alison steal him back, like what she did to her??
Rule 1: Sometimes, you have to take what you want.
Rule 2: In this era, does people gives you what you want easily?? -misaMisaN-
Rule 3: Grab it but do mesure the worthness for you to do so.-misaMisaN-
Yesterday, I start to love my life. But, today I hate it gainz. Aiks...The more you pretand you are okay, the more you are not. I scare the stares of everyone, I wonder what they are thinking, what they are saying behind... I felt like wanna cry when I heard somethings that hurt me, I scare I will burden my friends coz they keep wanna carez for my feeling. Awww, I just got to get things right soon.
Update of SaSa event.
I am the hairdresser for Esther. See how I transform her into... Tada~~~ Esther on ifeel. pheww whitttt....
The stories behind the apple and pear.
During halfway of boring lecturer, we are talking and suddenlly I say I felt like wanna eat apple.
Aireen start looking into her bag, and sudenlly took out two fruits for me.
And we start laughing and say her beg is Doremon pocket.
Anyway, thankui. ^^
Today, we apply for this. Debit card. hehe, can be use like credit card. I din bring ic to skool, so walk back home again lor. Like my house is really so near to school. =_=
and I wonder, y am I so free?? Where is the assignment??
Happy, coz maybe I can back till after new year for this holidayz. Just got to make sure the date of skool re~open.
Last but not least, I am starting to get addicted with SDO. Can't believe I can't make it. Keep try and try, and I start to catch up. XD
Women do forgive but they never forget. -misaMisaN-
Yesterday, went to Sg Wang with Esther. We go with mwey and KK, but they went to Times Square for photography show. And the two of us go to Sg Wang for somethings we are more intrested in. Girls stuff. hehehe
ifeel is organizing ifeel girl 2008. Of coz we are not going for that. We go for their another event, whereby, pay RM30 to get make up, hair set, and a studio photo. First, I was just accompany Esther. But, after some consideration, hmm, I think, y don hv some fun since we are still consider young. Okay, I goes too.
There we go. RM 30 is quite worth coz we get a lot of souvenir. But, I must say that, SaSa makeup artist attitude is euukkk... Not they treat you bad. Is that they are not professional enough. Maybe there are too many people and they wanna get it done fast. Just add some eye shadow and lip gloss. And done. Awww...even dark circle and eye bags also didn't cover for us.If like that, we also can makeup by ourself rite??? As for wenawave hairdresser, you can see from my hair. LOOK LIKE AH MU!!!!! Didn't blame coz is junior stylist. He even told me, you look familiar, Dunno I see you at where before ar... =_= Well, is my personal opinion through SaSa and wenawave. Didn't means anythings. Coz 30 dollar with so many people. What you can expect?? And we bump into mt and hon mun. =0
Here some photo, before I talk about the photographer and ifeel editor.
Lot and lots of stuff we got...
1st: Bontton Discount Voucher. Who want?? I don't want~~~
2nd: naga's nail enamel and art pen. 3rd: Wella straightener gel, and wax. This two worth a lot. 0.o
4th: Garnier light, for fairer skin.
5th: Celestial Movies's mini note cook with mini pen
5th: Cocoa Butter lotion. Special, I try it, is oily but make your skin smooth. =)
6th: ifeel plastic bag also consider hoh..
7th: I like this. Dunno call what. Now, its new home beside my bed with my hand cream inside. Can sapu before bed mar..hehe
8th: ifeel September cover girl: Kelly~
9th: Garnier sunblock. I plan to use it on body since I oledy hv Loreal's for my face. heheee 10th: California Fitness free trial. Who is intrested?? The promo girl uniform, still the same like the one I wear, once upon a time, I work for Calli. Black singlet and white mini skirt.
11th: Nesvita Soya bean milk with honey. We are so hungry while waiting for our turn to get makeup and we drank this. ><
12th: AHA..sanitary napkins from kotex universal brand.
13th: a t-shirt. ^^
14th: Drinks.
15th: KopiO =_=
16th: MaggieMee =_=
17th: I like this. hand cream. XD
18th: err...Feminine cleansing wipe...haven't try it yet.
19th: This is cute rite. Beer opener.
And finally, the photo. Don't get shock coz I am not photogenic. And is ugly. So, I rotate is, so it won't look so ugly. hehehe
See my hair...=$ ...sienz.
The photographer is quit pro. I still felt the lighting is not that bright enough. He teach us to pose, and keep yelling at me to smile. But I hate smile. ><>
Overall. not really sastify with the service but happy with all the gift. Hehehe
And we keep say, must get ourself slim down. All the girls outside there are so thin and preety. OMG. and we are really getting old. Aww...
Tired carrying so many things, so we cancel our shopping plan. Just quick shop some basic necessities from watson.
Contact lense solution, a must, Body shampoo, a must too, toner and make up remover, which is also a must too. hehehe
Yeah, thats where my munny flies to.
geee, revolution of the packaging. The new one does look more refreshing.
Here is the touching mtv I said. Introduce by sis to me in car on the way to dinner. Halfway of the mv, we reach the destination. So, I continue the other half after dinner, on the way to pasar malam. Request daddy to press previous and watch it again. So touching. And I said, do you all think, nowadays, still got this kind of guys??
Well, depends on your believe in love. If you do realise, it was produce by Lim Kok Wing University. To close the background music, press pause at the bear bear. Enjoy the mtv.
But, I do wonder, the girl's mother show her the wedding picture. How come she don't recognize the guy at all?? 0.o
Today is my first dayz to skool for this semesta. I am so proud of myself becoz I cope it well. If say no feeling, of coz is a lie. But, not really much too. Did't felt extreamly sad or whatever. I can do my own things without being distract. Still felt his joke is dumb. Make someone transparent in my eye is my profession. And lucikly, I din kena 4D. I was not in the same group as him. Wow..Thanks God. yeah, I am so unsporting. So, unprofessional. I admit de wuo. Time is the best medic. I just need some time.
I still group with Mwey and Ting King this semesta. Wow...So got fate. Another two members is Elaine and Henry. I will try hard this time in group work. Hope I can learn how to work together. JyJy.
Wheet, today was a very busy dayz for me. Walk here and there. We got 3 hour break. So, Aireen say accompany me to Digital Mall, coz I need a printer and hard disk. But I din bring any cash and atm card. So, walk home for it. Walk back to skool and we walk 2 digital mall. Ya, the five of us. Walk... =_= We are so hardworking. f5f5
And here is my printer. ^^
**retrive from google ---> hp latest printer (I din copy the link)
HP 3 in 1 dunno wat model. I only buy HP printer coz the color printing was nice. RM 190. and is cheap. Haven't have any injection ink for that, but will come out soon. Using 60 ink, and cost you RM 100 if you buy both color and b/w.
Here, I wanna say THANK YOU (need highlight big big coz they don read de, they see picture only..ZzzZzz)to Aireen, Wenny, Esther, and Mwey for accompany me. Thanks again to Aireen coz keep helps me to ask and survey for the price. Coz I am afraid to ask things de. Yeah, I am so useless de lor. ><>
External hard disk casing was not preety. So, I choose not to buy 1st. After that, we go to eat KFC. Eat, gosip, laugh, play, and OMG Rain so big!!! No taxi wanna take 5 passengers. So, we decided to split out. I go home and put my printer 1st. I told the wrong way to the taxi driver. Swt. Lucikly, he was nice. Reach home and rush to psychology class. I don't wan to miss it even it raining heavily. Ah po remind me to bring umbrealla. So strange, y she treat me so good this few dayz. And she make a little home for my bath (call wat ar this?) span? or just call it bath ball. ^^
Try my scanner. See...
This is what we learn in Psycology today. Our brain. Just like we are studying Biology. hehe
Owwhh, sticker photo. Too slow only manage to choose 2.Ugly but cannot ignore it de ar. My face so long and banyak cacat. =(
Biscuit from mwey. terima kasih. x)
Halfway done de mind map in skool. This sem, we will create logo for hotel. At least is not for ourself gainz. Of coz not wanna show my mindmap. Wanna say thankui to mwey for the paper and Elaine for the color pencil. I brng nth 2 skool. =X
Thats the end of today. Prepare for sleep. ^^
Time is the best medicine you need to forget the knife that stab your heart. It do heal but of cause there will be a scar. But, the scar will get lighter when time runs.-misaMisaN-
Awww, I felt like crying...Cannot cry cannot cry. I manage to control myself and didn't cry yesterday, should not cry today. Cannot!!!!!! But, I so miss home. I miss my daddy, sister and brothers. I miss the food, I miss the time watching tv together.
Just now, watch AEC final episod through webcam. So charm. When the movie end, say byebye to daddy them, and when I see brother goes offline, my tears almost drop. I wanna go homeeeeeeee...I hate PJ. I hate skool. I hate the food. I hate everything.
Yesterday, came back from airport through taxi. Kinda scare, but I reach home savely. Is raining heavily all the way back. Strangely, I don't have any feeling. Keep looking outside the window, looking at the thunder and rain. The chinese uncle look pretty 'jujur' so I am not worried, but he seems like don't know the road to PJ and he is using the map on psp to help him.
Reach home and goes chatting a while. On phone call with Sop Sop a while too. Hope you are alright. Get unpack, bath and sleep. Is quite un-nature for me to sleep at 11.30pm. Is so early. And I wake up early too. 8am. zzzz Do my very 1st assignment, and goes aireen's house for lunch, coz she cooked fried rice. Is tasty. Girls talk till around 3pm. Mostly talk about college stuff. yeah, headache de grouping. Aireen told me, class decide to draw again. Just hopefully, I won't be in the same group with him. If nt, really can go jump sea le.
Wondering, should I go clubbing or Shogun. Actually both also felt like wanna go. but wanna save some money. Coz I wanna buy a lot of stuff. aiks. Maybe both also no go bah. hmm..
Nothing to do, so here are some picture I took just now. hehe
This semesta ex book. I like the middle one the most. ^^
Cute rite. Selotape. =)
Asthaline. It will follow me, forever. Haiz.
New pen drive. From Alex. He won from lucky draw. Thankui. =)
The chain for my pendrive. Is a zip. I hate red but no other color choices, so I try to color my dolphin using white nail enamel to make it pick. But, yuck, ugly lor...
Sweet. Swallow one when plane is going up and landing. It will make your ear felt better and you won't felt like wanna vomit. Of coz, nt only this sweet, all kind of sweet and sour junk food may works.
Yummy~~
Sorry to say that, this flavor is not tasty. hehe
Rambutan from ah po...Shock me... =0
Elainto clearance stock nearby Sop Sop's house. I like the brush very much. f2f2
Taxi coupon from airport. lazy to crop off the bg..paiseh ar...
And some funny conversation : =_=
ahmin says: jie ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: har? ahmin says: when u back btu???? ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: tak tau oh ahmin says: u no need come liaw la.... ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: WHY NEH! ahmin says: not welcome u de la..... ahmin says: hahahaha ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: NVM ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: lindy welcome me enough liao!!! ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: heh!!!! ahmin says: i mean airport not welcome u la... ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: why neH?? ahmin says: not lindy or who le... ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: ur airport kena destroyesd ah? -- watashiwa Yoshikuni Ayumi desu-- Culito Culito~~~~:): http://www.ayumiakalindy.blogspot.com/ says: i use ship bring her come ahmin says: see dao u come destroyed itself le -- watashiwa Yoshikuni Ayumi desu-- Culito Culito~~~~:): http://www.ayumiakalindy.blogspot.com/ says: f2 ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: :P ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: i go by ship ^^ ahmin says: sea no water daio suddenly ahmin says: hahaha ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: wah good ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: then i can go bby bus ahmin says: buy 4 tyre pancit diao ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: if sea no water how good ahmin says: bus ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: can go by bus ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: i WALK lor ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: why u dun wan gimme go ha ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: so bad ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: scare i too pretty is it ahmin says: walk till old also cant arrive la... -- watashiwa Yoshikuni Ayumi desu-- Culito Culito~~~~:): http://www.ayumiakalindy.blogspot.com/ says: hahahaha -- watashiwa Yoshikuni Ayumi desu-- Culito Culito~~~~:): http://www.ayumiakalindy.blogspot.com/ says: so funny lar -- watashiwa Yoshikuni Ayumi desu-- Culito Culito~~~~:): http://www.ayumiakalindy.blogspot.com/ says: u 2 ahmin says: cos u too bad diao... jesus wont allow u come btu so peace town ahmin says: hahaha ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: == ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: guan ying ma allowed me to go ^^ ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: bler ahmin says: guan ying ma also cant help u la.... ahmin says: too bad gal... guan ying ma dun wan help ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: how u know ahmin says: guan ying ma tell me de.... ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: == ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: talk cock ❤ Ah Sop Sop ❤ says: cincai say ahmin says: hahaha
Hehe, tomolo is my 1st day 2 skool. wish me luck. Hope I can cope it. Gambateh lor~~~
Brother cia me dinner as farewell. We had sea cucumber soup, deer's meat, mix vege, stim fish, and roasted duck. Coast him RM 140.00. Thankui my dear brother.
Daddy bought a lot of durian, and make sure I eat everythings I wan before I go out.
I can't make it to tell my white lies, so, honestly, I said, I will grab a taxi back.
Recieve assignment brief, due on Friday. Thanks dai ga jeh.I know thoese kind of life is coming back. haiz..
I don't wanna go back PJ. Keep controlling my tears when say good nite to daddy. I know I am useless.
Recieve mail from my previous ex. You are rite. You know me well enough. I won't reply it. But, I know you will read this. Thanks for everythings. Thanks for ur concern.Actually, I have forget, what u hv scold me on. So, you don't have to put it in ur heart. That time, I am just angry for what she did, and yet you din believe me. Once again, everythings I said is true. Well, is no more important now. You can tell her to stop creating those fs account to chat with me. I did't mess up you life, so please don't come and mess up mine. Anyway, you had great life now, and I am glad with that. Love someone, u hv to love everything of her/him. This is what I never can make it. What we want is different. Guess we din't make the wrong choice that time. Anyway, all the best.
Today quarrel with ah chuan due on some sort die de things. zzzZzzz He said, I change alot, since I go to KL. and I say ya, WHo don't. and we end our conversation. Got a bit guilty. Y I so like to quarrel with ppl de ar. Until just nw, he msn and say, tomolo "yi lu xuen fong". swt. I don't understand, from form 2 till now, y you will never get angry with me de, no matter what I did. Make me felt like I am a bitch.
Yah, a bitch should stay in her own world. Don't go out and disturb people. Don trouble anyone again.
Got to pack my things nw. Sobz..Bye bye Bintulu, Hie PJ.
Wait here is the cute pepper spray.
It coast RM 18.90 at West Malaysia. Can be buy at any Guardian Outlet. Come with many color but my family choose pink for me. =) So cute. Is a keychain type. Just a bit too expensive I think. We bring our own pepper also work rite? hehe..Anyway, Thanks Alex, thanks my lovely family. Gonna miss you all. Don forget to webcam me the final episod of AEC movie on Thursday. Don't want to miss it lar.. f4
Yah, honestly, this few dayz, keep think of this Wednesday.
Is my first time back PJ from airport, alone. Kinda scare.
Reach airport, 6pm, wait for luggage, and take bus to Kl Sentral. Should be 7.30pm le. Is dark. And I am scare.
And I keep wonder, should I take bus back PJ or grab a taxi. If bus, need to walk a distance back to house. If kena rompak how?? If take taxi, he drive me to somewhere else, How?? Aiks, y nowadays so unsafe de. Even my little hometown also got the case whereby ppl put smoke and you can't move, and the thief come in and took all of ur things. Haiz...
Today, rejected another friend who offer to drive me home. I am afraid, but I just don't have the reason to let you all drive me home. I hope I can make it myself. I wanna depends on myself. In this case, I can only blame myself for too depending on someone, coward, can't recognize road, think too much, since my imagination is so geng..ZzzzZzzz
Will tell daddy someone fetch me. Sometimes, you need to tell white lies, so they won't worry about you. Daddy buy me paper spray after heard that I got class till 7.30pm. I got peper spray!!! Stupid Idiot USELESS PEOPLE!!! DON'T YOU DARE TO COME NEAR TO ME!!! shoo shoo....
Lindy, u can de...be brave...JYJY!!!! <--- get used to it. I owes do so to encourage myself. Just like what I post in my HP. Notes.. I can see it right after I unlock my phone.
Smile Alwayz (7/9/05)
JyJy Lindy...Get used to it...Gambateh(21/9/08)
Everyone have their own problem. Everyone has their own way to make him/herself to forget the problem.
Sop Sop JY. Aireen JY.
Halfway sleeping, got a call from my long lost friend. You Yuen. haha, and we realise it's been a year we didn't contact.
Still remember the 1st time the 3 of us know u...I think is two. Only me n Sop rite that time. At Summer Tea. You sit beside our table. And come and join us when Ah Hua sit with us. If nt mistaken. When u call us, u say ur name is You Yuen. We don't believe and think that u lie. Coz u say, you 'you yuen'(got fate in chinese) with us, so ur name is you yuen. =_=
My sis suddenlly said, he is the "rondom" friends who still contact with u de hoh.
Why I call random friend??"Random" friend is someone you know from street, who ask for your hp no, and you are idiot enough to give him. And he pass to his friends. And they start calling you and said that they got ur hp no from floor, and you are noob enough to believe it. I guess every teenagers gone through this before rite? haha
Well, gonna finish all of my movie. Coz I need to back PJ le....Sobzzz...Sad...Extremely SADDDD!!!!
There is a sad story behind every sucessful women. The sadder the story, the more sucessful she is.-ling yean- Don't be afraid of failure. You just need some inner courage to stand up.Always remember, no one can help you, unless you, YOURSELF. -misaMisaN-
A late post on the picture below. Thanks for accompany me during those hard time.
Let me introduce the first girl in the picture.
SopSop aka Shirley. My best frinds since form 2. There is some kind of strange feeling between us. No matter what happen, we still have each other. She is emo queen. Keep too many things to herself. Super leng lui, as u can see in picture.
When I was crying that night, you are the 1st one I think of. I am shock when I know that you skip two dayz class just to accompany me. Thanks. I am so touched. Curentlly, felt that you are being trouble by some kind of problem. Hope you can get well soon. Remember, no matter what happen, do find me. I will always be there for you. Okay, I betta stop here, later ppl vomit.
The second girl is Yumi aka Shirleen. My housemates during diploma. We are different, but she does help me a lot. She is a shopping queen. No branded, don wan. But she never look down on those who wear unbranded things. Also a super leng lui Same as what other say, glad you finally dump ur that bf. Hope you enjoy ur life now with ur new bf. You deserve it. Is true.
Here are they~~~ tada~~~
This is Sop Sop. & This is what girls owes do in toilet. Now you know. =)
Comparing leg ar...zzzZZzzz
Again, Snap!!!
Diffrent path may lead us to different way. But it won't change our friendship.
I am so sleepy but Sop Sop is busying snapshooting.
We like our new glasses. Shopkeeper gonna angry. r u buying things or borrow our mirror?? f5
Smile!!!
Hope our friendship last forever!!!!
Love ya!!! Yumi busy trying shirt, we bust shooting.
ekekeke...
She said: True Friend are one among the thousand. Treasure them.-misaMisaN-
Today, aww, should be yesterday...Hmm..Coz nw is 1.47am.
Spend whole dayz at outside. Try to sleep early the day before, but can't. Still sleep at 5am and force myself to wake up at 10am to get ready and go out.
Have launch with family. After that, daddy go wash and cut hair. My brother wanna buy car, so we go survey with him. Ya, my brother is younger than me de brother. Sometimes felt I am rather useless. Study for almost 5 years, keep spending daddy munny. Brother work and nw can buy his own car le. Sometimes, I wonder, do study really can giv us bring future?? hmmm...
He wanna buy myV, but actually is my little brother choice. ZzzzZzz...One month need to pay RM600++...Quite ok actually, won't burden so much.
I ask my sis. Are they working? Y they can go cut hair and survey car during working time?? ZzzzzZzzz
Saw Rotary Club organizing Blood Donation Campaign. Got free Milo. Keep ask between us, wan donate mar? wan mar?? wan mar?? When see the blood in the packet. *faint* Excuse used, just eat bao bao, can't donate de hoh. Lets go. =_=
Then, we left them and goes for girl's shopping. Buy a lot a lot of girls stuff. Yeah, bra and under. f3 No picture for this, coz is private and confidential. kekeke
Maybelline Mascara!!! I still got 2 haven't finish de. But Rm 24.90 only wuo...Must buy rite?? Coz without sell is around RM 30.
Buy a beg, contact lense solution, 2 bottle of tropicil. Ya, to fight girl's worst nightmare. Pimple!!!
Sista also bought a lot of girls stuff, foundation ( I am glad, my sista start to make up. XD), BodyShop's perfume ad body wash.
Drink milk tea while having break. Sis say she wanna buy car too, next year, if according to her budget. We chat and realise, we have really grown up. Before won't discuss this kind of things. Everythings need to be on plan. Cannot like b4 anymore, "Daddy, I wanna go Summer Tea." Come, give you 50 dollar, send you to the door of Summer Tea, after finish call me ar, I come and pick you. No more. I am no longer daddy little girl. Sobzzz....
Back home exhausted, sleep from 7pm till 11.30 pm. Wake up, and is my world!!! Finish another ghost movie and is blogging time.
Everyone is back at PJ, getting ready for Monday class. Hur Hur, I am still at Sarawak. Counting dayz by dayz, I am so scare. I don't wanna go back. I hope I can act like nth ever happen. Goes on with my own life. Thanks Aireen for the support all the way. Thanks for keep convincing me, I have u all. I keep telling myself, is short semesta. Gonna be fast. Don worry. You can come home soon. =(
Tada~~~~ Homemade Lok Lok at Taman Heng, my house, speacially made by me, with the help of Alex and Judy. Daddy and Kelvin help in eating. =P
Total lok lok made: 145 stick , 10 toothpick
Preparing Duration: 3 hour (3.am-6pm)
Finish it within 1 hour. =_=
Main Dishes
Sub Dishes
Tri Dishes: Preserved egg with ginger
A kind of traditional soft drinks. I love ice cream soda. XD
Prepare to eat!!!
Let the water boil 1st...I know, doesn't look like real lok lok rite?? Tats y I tell daddy we should put it on his lorry and stand there eat.
Lets start eating!!! Go Go Go..
The stick keep fall into the soup. So I use this clothes clip to hold it. Hehe...Jie Jie say dirty. =_=
Okay, lets introduce the dishes of the dayz.
Bird Egg, My fav!!! I know I am cruel. Poor Alex, need to remove such an tiny egg's skin with his giant hand.
Hot Dog...
Fish Fillet...
Mushroom, dong gu, muo gu...
Another gu...Dunno call what gu...
Kangkung...dunno wat it call in English.
Combination of fishball and Meatball..
Crabstick~~
One of my favouite too. Sotong~~~
This I think is call pig liver. Owes got to drink its soup during kids coz of asthma.
Clam..This course use a lot of problem. Can't open the shell. My sis say cook 1st, but I say, lok lok de clam is fresh de, nt cooked one. At last, brother think of put it into warm water. And the shell can be open easily, and the clam is still fresh. XD
Prawn..
Okay, almost finish eating le...
Eeeyerrr....Blood...
Time to count stick. Pay please.
148 stick, RM 1.20 one, Total is RM 177.60, Toothpick is free...XD
Well, lok lok is so expensive. Prepare urself, serving 5 person, only cost around RM 100.
Just buy 2 packets of satay stick and take ur time to put the food onto the stick.
And have fun eating. ^^
The idea come from me, wu liao Lindy, too free at home. And think of daddy. Daddy love Fatty Lok Lok. Last time make me wait at sushi king just for the stall to open. Hur Hur, nw you can simply eat it at home while watching tv.
Another happy moment at home with dearest family members.-misaMisaN-
Until gou lou said, u all friday de timetable so siok.
Then I just realise, awww, got class till 7.30pm. So scary. Lucikly is short sem. Gonna danger for 2 month. Hopefully everythings will be alright. Hope the sky won't turn dark until we get home.
Actually, I am happy whole day, eat dozen of prawn. =0
But, when I read my friend blog just now, I found out, izzit really so hard for two people to be together??
He choose his carrer and went to UK. He goes on final week vacation with his beloved gf. And they break up, coz both of them know that, there had to break up too at last due to some reason.
Sometimes, love each other is not enough. The timing, izzit the rite time. The faith. The need.
Used few year to build an realtionship, but we only need less than 5 minute to drag it to the end.
One of my friend give up her study just for someone she love. Previously, I will felt that she shouldn't do so. Coz you will never know the future. If he break up with you, izzit worth for you to give up ur study?? But, Now, I felt that, at least she know what she want, and she is willing to sacrifice everythings for him.
I owes thought that, if I am hardworking enough, I can sucess in my life. I can buy a house in KL and daddy can come and stay anytime if he wanna go Genting. I wanna be a sucessful person.But, now, I learn that life is not as easy as what I think of.
I told my sis, I m tired and scare. I can't to bare being hurt anymore. I am totally lost. I dunno what I want, nor what I need. If I can earn money through online, I will come back. Back to my house, save, and protected.
If somethings fail, you need to get back to the starting point. For example, ur relationship, back to the point where, Someone asking you to go out,ask for your phone no, ask to be his gf, promise he will protect you,never let you hurt again, says that is good if you break up, they can ask you out without worry, can they fetch you at airport?? Your break up was rite, you should find a better one.
Then I will start wondering, who to believe? Izzit true or they are fooling around. And can I yell??? Y U ALL ARE SO HAPPY ON MY BREAK UP?? wtf.
Only Zen Kock and Kulat is rite. Kulat says, Don't so easily fall in love. Choose slowly and rightly. Zen Kock says, Don't find urself a bf until you think you really need it and you are ready to be in a relationship. I can find you drink everynite, so you wont think about him.
And I agree, yah, they are right. From here, you can see who is the real friends who care for your feeling. Although I din say out, but I really do appreaciate some friends like you.
Is just another of my emo post. While counting the date back KL, felt like wanna tears. Can Imake it?? I m so afraid.... ><
She said: No matter what decission you make, which path you choose, they will be a road right in front of you.Walk it bravely. -misaMisaN-
Money No Enough II, a super great movie. Watch it for the second time with family today at Bintulu cinema.
Hmm, but I wonder, did the cinema using "cetak rompak" vcd. ZzzzZzzz And the chair make a lot of sound. Is quite irritating.
Hah, didn't cry this time. Just almost tears. The story reflect the reality.. I hope I won't be like that when my daddy is getting old. ><
The 1st time, I watch it at KL with Mr Him. It will be our last movie I guess. Nope, is for sure. -This will mark the end of everythings, and I m getting a new life-
Okay, back to the movie.
...A Jack Neo Film....
Don't have to introduce the storyline and cast, coz for sure, everyone seen it before.
Behind the scene. Jack Neo, I like all of his movie.
LAI MING (Malaysia), owes act in TV2 movie. She was a great actress. I saw her before once, at ParkCity Everly. hehe...
-Always appreaciate the elder, before is too late- misaMisaN
-Nothing is better than having a complete, happy, and united family.- misaMisaN
Hmm, I was sleeping when I get a call from aireen, RESULT IS OUT!!!
Rub my eye, grab my lappy beside me on the bed, and check for the result.
After 3 times of fail login, this is how I look like after I see my result.
Good lor, play lor, cry lor, lazy lor, now got such an fantastic result. Kinda disappointed.
But lucikly I pass my sejarah. If I fail, i will really felt that I m so STUPID. Effect my studies coz of that stupid kind of things.
And I wonder, how come the 100% courseworks marks will b diff from wat we count from our courseworks.
And finally, think of next semesta, I goes like this.
But, life goes on rite?? Quote of the day:"Do your best, don't force yourself too tight. Best things only come when you least expect on it." -misaMisaN-
Mix umai, mix of seashell with ikan bilis,onion, cucumber and 'chai sxin', a kind of can food. Is tasty.
Drink of the day, Coke for me, coffee for daddy, Tiger for brother, and vocka with lemon for little brother. Sista don't wan't to drink. Dishes 1: Mix Grill (Daddy n Alex)
Dishes 2: Lamb Chop(Mine) ^^
Dishes 3: Chicken Chop(Judy')
Dishes 4: Fish and Chips(Kelvin)
I would say that, the steak is not that tasty. STar, don xue me. =P
Almost done with my blog moderation. Will slowly add in more features. Left resize the picture and change the text color for the older post.
hehe, header if hardworking, will do, but I think mostly won't. =P
Discuss with Kulat bout blogs, and he show me some that is quite intresting. Some blogs are story, some picture, some artwork, some politic, and some gossip. Which one you belongs to??
Well, I might say that, I admire The Bitter Stickgirl's blog. She use simple illustration to expess her feeling. It was so meaningful. So do Bitter StickGirl's Friends's blog.
XiaXue (S'pore famouse blogger celebrity) and DawnYang. They are popular with their quarrel on plastic surgury. Hey, I didn't mean anything ya. Maybe girls will like their blogs. ^^
KennySia, guess everyone should know him. A well know blogger from Kuching, Sarawak. His, I guess is more formal blogs.
You all can get the link of their blog from my blog, under inspiration collumn. Have fun. Learn while Blog. =)
My blog will be under maintainance. Sorry for the broken link, link tidak tentu hala,un~readable text,strange text size. Will fix it soon.
Actually nth to do think of teacher saying online website must keep afresh to attract ppl attention. So, tangan gatal, go change the skin. Convert my profile into classic and cant switch back. No choice but have to redesign all using html. Can't easily click and add gadjet anymore. Wuuuuaaaaaaa.........
Trying to make my picture fade into another picture. I don't have dreamweaver with me, so had to do it use html. Wow html is damn hard. This is my 1st time trying html, so I m just modifiying Miss Pauline's(actually dunno who is she) layout, taking the basic html structure. Although almost change all..So credit to her in my profile in case kena tangkap copyright.hehe.. When I got my dreamweaver, will try to make my own template. ^^
It took me one hour to figure out the script to make the comment appear. ZzzzZ
Will include my ayumisan(maple character picture) at the header soon. XD with the concept, f2,f3,f4,f5,f6,f7 (happy,watever,sad,angry,curious,swt), common emotion in life.
Critique are welcome, as I need it to improve. And can someone tell me if you find out the typeface is not websave and can't be read at your computer? Thankui.
My frenz, can you please send me ur blogspot link againz? I am sorry I lost all of it during revert. Forget to save it 1st. hehe..Thanks a lot. *paiseh, ma fan le*
Feel free to visit the link above. So funny. I like them so much. Pan is so clever and he protect James so much. They are from Japan. Cutie clever fellow.
Watched this movie while waiting for my brother to be home. Watched in HBO, and I think is not a new movie. Dwayne Johnson(THE ROCK), my idol....Awww...I like him so much!!!!
AAaaahhhhh....So cool~~~~~
Geee, when giant smile, I like to see he laugh...XD
Well, I like him since form 1, WWF...hor hor, DO YOU SMELL WHAT THE ROCK IS COOKING!!
I also like The Undertaker. Damn cool when he carry coffin and throw ppl inside...hehehe
And of coz Lita is one of my favourite.
See, she is married by now. ^^
************************************************************************************ Cantonese movie little artist. All should know Jacky Zai bah...He was so cute~~ I found out this..
The guy beside Jacky Zai, is his brother. Yea, real life brother. If you do remember, the Ten Brothers movie, he was the son number 10. So cute. When he cried, his tears can cure ppl. Hmm, I wonder why they are so talented. While me...Know nothing!!!
Daddy go KL today, hmm...gamble for sure...f3..So we say, we will buy him a house at genting, so he can go everyday. hor hor
My brother say today, Lindy, u really can eat so much. Omgosh, i dunno what happen to me. I keep eat and eat. Finish kfc, 2 drumstick, I still can cook noodle and eat again. Scary hoh...
Tomolo wanna go beer with my brother and sista. hur hur, I wonder how btu pub look like. Will it full of lakia?? hekhekhek
There is too much things in my mind. I am not sad, not angry, not jealouse, but just felt scare.
Honestly, I didn't even think of my breakup anymore this few days. Actually I know more than anyone else I need him more than I love him. I scare to be alone, need someone to take care for me, need someone to support my decission coz I hv no confident in every decission I made. I do think b4, am I not ready yet to be in relationship? Should I tell him? But, I din't. Coz I am afraid and selfish.
Just now, my ex msn me. Should say is the 1st ex. yay...I m like that. Never know what I want. Keep changing bf.. Like, together, don like, break. Since when I was in secondary skool, my sister do tell me before. Don't owes fool guys. They have feeling too. I make them cry and say they are useless. Guy shouldn't cry. This is how I told them. They must be hate me so much and felt great on what had happen on me. I guess.
He text and say, heard that u break with ur bf. don be too sad. you can find a better one. I didn't reply. I know u care but I will think that u are laughing at me. Actually I dunno what is my problem. I will make them hate me, do not contact anymore, won't even reply their msn or message. I felt better like this. Even when I wanna view their profile, I will sign out so that they dunno I viewed them. Maybe I just like to make everyone leave me. Do I scare alone?? I was alone everyday in my room since secondary skool. So, do you think I will scare?? Even I know I m wrong, is my fault, I won't change. Coz I know my own problem, aldough I tried, I can't change my bad attitute. It will come out without me,myself realising it.
The same problem repeat and repeated. Now I felt myself become and emotionless girl. I won't simply pity someone, I won't get sad too long, but of coz everyone know that, I seldom laugh and happy.
Ah Sop tell me she felt like wanna cut her hand again. My sister told me, my little brother cut his hand. My friend post in friendster the picture of how he cut his hand. They said, they felt good when see the blood dripping when they are unhappy. Izzit? I hate myself for protecting myself so much. No matter what happen, I won't hurt myself. If not, I can try, maybe I will felt better after it.
Quarrel with my sister just now. He stand on my big bother side, and I stand on my little brother side due to so me quarrel between two of my brother. I know my little brother was wrong, but I still protect him. Coz I don want him to felt abandon by the family. I don't wan him to cut his hand again. Coz I understand very much his problem and feeling. I was once before like that. I scare seeing him cry. Talk to him for more than 1 hour. I keep telling him, u cried also no use. You cut ur hand also useless. Only you urself felt the pain. Only u can stand up by urself. Honestly, no one can help you. All they can do maybe is just console and give you support.
Sometimes, I choose to leave home. So,I cant see what was happening there. I know I had a broken family. Every each of the four of us have seriously emotion problem. We like to hide ourself in the room. The darker, the better. Seldom talk, keep all to ourself. I really really dunno what should I do. Am I wrong for telling my little brother what gonna happen to daddy after 10 years?? He was only 17. Should I give him such a fear as burden?? Should I listen to my sister, only the two of us know?? But my brothers do hv the right to know too. Is their daddy too. I just don't want him to regret in future. I just hope he will treat my daddy better. I don't want him to take my path. Hate home, wanna leave home, and now, wanna go back also can't.
Pheww, I felt better after write out all at here. Ya, is a boring and long post with lots of grammar and spelling error. Do not bother to read. **paiseh**
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? - Say: Okay, byebye and never even bother to be friend with him gainz.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? - Accompany daddy to go around the world. Can I have more dreams?? Married a rich guy, DOn hv 2 work, everyday sleep and eat without getting fat!!
3. Whose butt would you like to kick? - Asshole (only I know who it is)
4. What would you do with a billion dollars? - Bring my daddy all over the world of coz..
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? - Hmm, I don hv any male best friends, girls, nah, I m nt les...
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? - of coz being loved by someone.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? - idk, the longest I hv waited b4 is 3 years. Nw I felt stupid about it.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? - Forget about him, I won't bitch enough to be third party.
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? - No one
10. List down a few things you'd do before you die. - Fullfit daddy, sister, brother's, best friends wish - Visit mother, grandma and grandpa tomb - Send sms to thoese who care, say byebye and thanks for everythings - Burn my diary - hmm, no more...aww, my life is so meaningful, even almost die also dunno what I wanna do!!
12. What's your fear? - Dark, walking alone, 'nga chi', fear of life, love and backstabbers.
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? - Enjoy his life
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? - Married but poor, if the guy really love me,and I love him too.. if not I rather b single and rich.. XD
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up? - Close my alarm clock and hug my blanket and pillow tighty and say byebye my bed, Imma gonna miss you.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? - The one who love me more, more useful, and can let me see that he can give me a betta future.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? - No. Forgive and forget is just lying urself.
19. What's on your mind right now? - When the chicken soup will be ready? I m not hungry but just wanna drink.. =P
I love food.
I love pink.
I'm lost without shadow; not a trace.
I cry till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl. And a stupid one too.
-The DIVA-
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That's my name.
I am 22 this years.
A useless student who still spending family's money.
Love to think a lot and sometimes it hurt myself.
I am just a weirdo.
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Bring my dad around the world.
Laugh and smile.
Live happily.
Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
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His name is Tempo de Unhapp. DOB: October,24,2008. Characteristic: Born to be unhappy. 
Don't sad. Everything will be alright soon. I promise.
-Xiao yi Xiao Mei She Me Da Bu Liao-
Sweet from Esther. Bought by his bf from Japan.
Lot and lots of stuff we got...
3rd: Wella straightener gel, and wax. This two worth a lot. 0.o
4th: Garnier light, for fairer skin.
6th: ifeel plastic bag also consider hoh..
7th: I like this. Dunno call what. Now, its new home beside my bed with my hand cream inside. Can sapu before bed mar..hehe
8th: ifeel September cover girl: Kelly~
9th: Garnier sunblock. I plan to use it on body since I oledy hv Loreal's for my face. heheee
10th: California Fitness free trial. Who is intrested?? The promo girl uniform, still the same like the one I wear, once upon a time, I work for Calli. Black singlet and white mini skirt.
11th: Nesvita Soya bean milk with honey. We are so hungry while waiting for our turn to get makeup and we drank this. >< 
12th: AHA..sanitary napkins from kotex universal brand.
14th: Drinks.
15th: KopiO =_=
16th: MaggieMee =_=
17th: I like this. hand cream. XD
Contact lense solution, a must, Body shampoo, a must too, toner and make up remover, which is also a must too. hehehe
geee, revolution of the packaging. The new one does look more refreshing.
This semesta ex book. I like the middle one the most. ^^
Cute rite. Selotape. =)
Asthaline. It will follow me, forever. Haiz.
It coast RM 18.90 at West Malaysia. Can be buy at any Guardian Outlet. Come with many color but my family choose pink for me. =) So cute. Is a keychain type. Just a bit too expensive I think. We bring our own pepper also work rite? hehe..Anyway, Thanks Alex, thanks my lovely family. Gonna miss you all. Don forget to webcam me the final episod of AEC movie on Thursday. Don't want to miss it lar.. f4
Comparing leg ar...zzzZZzzz
Diffrent path may lead us to different way. But it won't change our friendship.
We like our new glasses.
Shopkeeper gonna angry. r u buying things or borrow our mirror?? f5
Smile!!!
Yumi busy trying shirt, we bust shooting.
Daddy posing to the web cam when we are trying the web cam...hehe...So cute!!!
Main Dishes
Sub Dishes
Tri Dishes: Preserved egg with ginger
Lets start eating!!! Go Go Go..
The stick keep fall into the soup. So I use this clothes clip to hold it. Hehe...Jie Jie say dirty. =_=
Bird Egg, My fav!!! I know I am cruel. Poor Alex, need to remove such an tiny egg's skin with his giant hand.
Hot Dog...
Fish Fillet...
Mushroom, dong gu, muo gu...
Another gu...Dunno call what gu...
Kangkung...dunno wat it call in English.
Combination of fishball and Meatball..
Crabstick~~
One of my favouite too. Sotong~~~ 
Good lor, play lor, cry lor, lazy lor, now got such an fantastic result. Kinda disappointed.
But lucikly I pass my sejarah. If I fail, i will really felt that I m so 
The guy beside Jacky Zai, is his brother. Yea, real life brother. If you do remember, the Ten Brothers movie, he was the son number 10. So cute. When he cried, his tears can cure ppl. 
