Yo Yo~ Saturday and Sunday finish lieu. Tomolo working again. T___T
Today, went shopping with bou bui @ Sg Wang and Times Square. Buy a lot of things, yeah...using the money I borrow from brother. So bery un-useful de jie jie. ==
I need jeans and jacket ler.. for work. Honestly, I only had 1 long jeans. @@ And most of my shirt is sleveless de... I am used to wear shorts and skirt. Company allow me to wear shorts and skirts but not too short, but I still felt that is not so good to wear so to work.
Bought a lot of things today. Lazy to shoot photo and lazy to edit too. So, no photo for today. hehe
I bought a beg, a pair of shoes, 2 shirt, a jean, one tube and some travel kits. Didn't dare to spend too much as I have to pay RM 220 for room rent.
Sop bought a lot too. BB Cream, shirt, hot pant and tube.
We had our lunch at Kim Gary as usual.
Reach home, clean my room, bath and plan to sleep without dinner. I want to cut my tummy!!!
But, awake after half and hour, so hungry. And I ate too.. at last.
Money Money fast fast lai. I wanna buy eye cream and BB cream!!!
Wanna sleep de nor, later wanna wake up do work de. Bye bye de~~
p/s working is damn ma fan! I can't go Genting find my family, I can't attend Pinky Lady's wedding.
Hey Bloggie, It's been a long time I didn't get to update you. I went for internship. Wake up everyday at 7am, reached home 8pm, bath and direct sleep till the next day. Hurr Hurr.
I felt grateful coz I was working in a nice company with so many nice senior. Credit to mguang and Aireen. Still a little bit of paiseh coz keep be a very bright de light bulb. @@
Our company consist of a handsome and tall lao bang, KK, the supervisor, Chin, senior that in charge on our 1st project, Adam the admin, Nic and Wani, the finishing product designer.
The 3 of us sit in a circle, but we will take turn each week to use Mac. Most of the time I spent it on illustrater, plurk, pet society, RS...hehehe Everything was okay. Is just that, I felt myself doing things too slow. Is a bit different from doing assignment whereby you work on one idea till you complete the finishing. First, I was so tension cause I got 4 approved idea on my hand which I haven't even manage to finish the graphic for the 1st idea. Almost cry. T___T
But, Chin never force us to finish it or scold at us. So, I decided to bring it home to do. She was so nice and understanding. Even she is very busy, she still come and teach us and check out on us. When KK went home, we owes chat till its time to go home. She will tell us lots of her working experience. She said, actually there is a limitation of 3 dayz, to come out with an idea. But, since we just started to work in this field, she don't want to force us. We discuss about the problem we face. I said I do things too slow. She say is okay, since we use 4 to 5 week to finish up a project during study time. So, she will give me some time to get used to do things a lil bit faster. Awww, I felt so touched for her understanding and I wish to hug her. hahaha Is just like, when you got a feeling that yourself is useless, and someone tell you that you are not, it make me felt so much better.
She check out our portfolio and assign us to the project which suit our style. She said mine is more to cooperate, clean, neat, and simple. Aireen is more hip hop and graffiti. mguang, she say can't see from his portfolio. We found out that our age is like tangga. 26,25,24,23 and 22. haha Chin call me xiao jie de. She said to me, eih xiao jie, you seldom talk de hoh. @@
I think KK is nice too. Just we are afraid of him cause he is our supervisor. He owes smoke inside toilet de and play pet society. The second day of work, he bring us to lunch and buy us drink. Chin also bring us to eat spicy pan mee and we eat so much of the chili. haha Adam, Chin say he owes pms. mgung kena scold by him for several times de. @@ Wani is pregnant. and she got mama de feel. She prepare everything we need even paper for sketches. Nic is a bit cool.
We owes jokes and play when work around. Getting bored on illustrater, I go and help up on sticking sticker on a mozek things. We keep spoil it as we have to stick it perfectly without bubble and fold mark. At last, KK come out with an idea of applying thinner and soap before stick the sticker on. It works and so much easier as we can remove and stick it again if senget.
Esther and mwey had a hard time at RedBliss. Hope they can cope it well. We pick them up and owes chat all the way back home. The people there are unhelpful and scold them de and say they burden people nia. So bad. They are having event this Sunday. Hope it work successfully and prove to them, they are capable. HEH!
We saw this while waiting or the company's door open. Some girl who failed to wear fake eyelashes stick it on mguang car...hahaha...
Life as a working adult wasn't nice at all. You had to gone through this. Terrafficcc JaMMM!!
Nothing to do inside car, camwhore~
Second day, camwhore again. Bored of face, shoot leg. @@
Since loan is haven't here, I almost finish up all the pocket money from daddy. And I want to go shopping with bou bui tomolo but I don't want to ask money from daddy again, so I decided to borrow from my brother. I send him a sms, and within half and hour, he bank in the money for me de. Awww, I love him. haha...
If you have to choose one between family and dream, which one will you choose?
Actually, I have decided to go home after gradute. But, since I work, I felt I like it a lot even sometime is stressful. If I go home, I have to give up design as a small place like Bintulu won't have job field for design. But, if I stay here, I have to give up my family and go home only once a year. Awww, the same question goes on and on for 5 years and I still don't have an answer for it. @@
I miss my home. Here is the memory of 14 dayz in Bintulu.
Reached airport too early cause estimated the time wrongly. Having MacD as breakfast. Felt like travelling alone. The feeling was quite nice de. Assuming myself traveling to Korean. hahahaha. *Penyakit day dreaming*
Waiting for check in. I keep tell my jie jie, she make me look like an ah mu bring back transparent umbrella for her. Haha, jatuhkan my image. @@
While waiting for the long q, so bored. Camwhore again. And I was idiot enough to put my hp back into the beg with the tea on my hand, pouring the tea inside too onto my hp and laptop. @___@ One side of my brain should be not working quite right.
Finally the plane reach, and I am going to fly with that plane. I owes think, AirAsia de plane not need rest de. Will dangerous mar hoh. @@
Landed at Bintulu around 4pm. As usual, daddy will bring me out for dinner. The dinner of the night.
Daddy's fav, pork with salt fish. I not really so into this dishes, as it is black in color which I believe will make my scar stay.
This is my fav type of soup. Sticky sticky de with lots of vinegar. hehe, either is sea cucumber or taufu with clam, all I like. hehehe
This I dunno what it's name but we call it "mee lien" in Foo Chow. Is a kind of paku pakis. We cook it with red wine or sambal belacan or just pure garlic. yum yum~~
This is the shop well-know curry fish head.
Rice~~
Even chili also taste good if your are having it with thoese you love.^6^
And also my cola~~~
This is papa, smiling happily~~~
Below is Alex, my brother. One year younger than me. He grow so much meat and he is 190cm! I owes said to my daddy, Jie was the 1st child, so you all very sayang her, give her ate all the nice food. Two years later I was born. Girl again, so grandma was not happy. 1 year later, Alex was born. And he is a BOY! So you all go and sayang him de. And I was only one years old that time. That's why they both was fat and I am thin, cause I don't get to eat good food. Akakakakaka. Of coz, is just a joke.
My lil brother, Kelvin was thin too. He ate a lot, 2-3 bowl of rice each meal, but basketball a lot too. So, he never get fat de. He make himself a new glasses which make him look so like a guai guai zai.
There is a jie, who refuse to let me shoot her picture.
After dinner, we send daddy go mahjong, liltle didi go basketball court and I went to Bintulu largest 3-storey shopping mall. Haha. I am so bad.== And is really small till I meet almost everyone I know there that night.
First is ah Hua. He walk pass by me. I look at him and he look at me. I keep wonder, who is this huh, look so familiar de. And he call me from behind and I didn't realise till my sis told me. Chat a while and I go de, coz my brother said, he saw Siew Hui, the girl in one of my post. Whoot, I was so nervous that time. But, unpredictable, we got so much to chat on. Later, Ah Hua, sms-ed me.
Our conversation goes like this. Quite funny de. His english same "geng" like me. Try to understand as much as u can bah. haha...
Ah Hua: U n b4 have different ho, mature liao. haha
Me: You din say pretty liao ar...of cox mature liao le, last time you saw me, I am 18 only ler...now 22 liao lor...4 years liao...hahaha...you so fat lar..cant recognize you...jien fei lar...
Ah Hua: I dun now is ur la b4, I think I saw wrong person, haha. eee, said u own pretty, haha. I got go gym la, so fat meh?
Me: I look at you and I think who is this ar, so familiar de...hahahaha your face fat... haha =X
Ah Hua: Haha, so strange le, u saw me i saw u, haha. but u lao wa(sombong) o, involve de. (I don't understand what is involve de actually)
Me: Where got, I dunno you call me mah... and your fren all looking at me like I am a monkey coming out from zoo... == sure run lor...just now tat really siew hui ler...I also 1 year din saw her le..
Ah Hua: Monkey coming out lo, haha, but I also have tis feeling, all c at u, haha. u no chat with her? I dun know is her, but looking like her. u wif family come out ma monkey?
Me: Go die lar you...monkey... zzz got ar, she at Bintulu one year liao...you din saw her? You work at Bintulu also har?
Ah Hua: What the hell. I work at Kl ar b4, u la wa ma, call u go out ur dun wan le.
Me: haha I thought you lie me de...swt..
Bla bla~ some nonsense, he try to korek who is my bf. @@
Ah Hua: u didn't find you yuen, hehe. no go summer tea liao, u old home o. (Summer Tea, place where me, bou bui and Siew Hui always hang out together)
Me: 651 married liao mah? (kekekeke, I owes like to kacao him with this q, 651, this is how we name the guy I like before and ah hua owes try to prove to me he had gf de.)
...... conversation continues...
I buy a lot of this at the mall. There got Watson de hoh, just open de...hehehe....
Later, we go and pick up my little brother at basketball court. I saw Ricky there. One of our Sarawakien geng at KL. Kena bou bui slap b4 when he curi curi kiss her. hahahaha
I was so tired but still refuse to sleep. Coz Alex say, after daddy finish mahjong we go eat supper. I want to eat everything I can. haha I keep wait till half asleep on the bed. At last, I fall asleep and wake up the next day. Daddy back at 3am. So bad! *angry*
Precious pillow I am hugging. hehe, face too ugly, cannot see..The pillow, my mum take from MAS Airline de. keke, the pillow case is from my grandma. I hug it since small de. Awww...miss miss...
The next day, is Sunday. Family tradition, wake up early for breakfast. The terms of early change over time. Before is 7am, now is 10 am. hehe.. 10 am is still early for me. Prove, see my sleepy face.
This pic, I look so chubby. @__@ This tell you all not to believe in photo. Is not accurate de. haha
We go to a tradition shop which is well know in "Roti Arang". The bread was toast using charcoal. Taste good.
And half-boiled egg.
After that, send daddy to mahjong again.
We 4 adik-beradik go games centre.
Play this, somethings similar to sdo.
And also snooker. We owes curi go coz daddy don't like I go with them de. He says girl shouldn't shown up at those place.
Afternoon we go for furniture hunt. Daddy plan to buy a new sofa set and Alex want a new bed.
I like this eih, put at my room. Woot~~
Evening, I drag everyone to beach for jogging. hehe
Shoot some picture 1st before go out. My hair can tie de le. Long liao long liao. kekeke My room was so messy. Ah Chuan shoot me before said I took pic in store room when I said his friend took pic in the jungle. blekkk!!!
Alex can't stand to see my fan is so dirty. So he wash it for me, I am still busy camwhoring.
After jogging we go buy soft drink and I saw Jack Ming. He said he saw a tattoo at the backside of me and he don't dare to call me coz he thought is not me. haha == Is actually just a new way they print the logo inside the shirt which make it look like a tatoo. @@ I tell my dad, Daddy, u know, last time he chase me before de ler. That time you sick, he want to accompany me back Bintulu ler. So toucing and I remember till now. Daddy say, why u don't want him. I said my reason and daddy say: So choosy, just find someone who wont let you starve can de liao lor. @__@
We had simple dinner that night. This dunno wat rice wat wat. We call "ba wei gan" in foochow. hehe..
Jie buy me this. But because I am so chu lu, it went broken on the first night of sleep with it. So, I hang it on my hp now. hehe
After that, we went to fun fair.
The moon was so nice that night.
Zoom in~
This is Bingo.
Get 5 number and win doll.
I think I ter-capture ghost. haha
Daddy and Alex was so into this one. A way of gamble using can drink. One can is RM 1 dollar. There are 6 color to beat on. If win, they paid 6 for 1.
My house got so many soft drinks. @@ I am not a lucky person. I only manage to win 12 cans.
Alex record is winning 12 box by using RM 10. He sell back to the boss for RM20 per box and he earn RM240 from it. haha, you can earn money from it but depends a lot of luck.
That the end of my first two Saturday and Sunday at Bintulu.
Everyone goes back to work on Monday and I stay alone at home sleeping. And eat left over food?
Prawn cooked with preserved vege. Still taste better than mamak at KL. haha
One of my fav soup too. Chicken soup with mushroom and red wine. sylurp~~
I love house rice because it was not sticky as those sold outside.
One of my fav too. Big mee hoon cooked with preserved vegetable. hehe I can finish up 2 bowl of it de...
Getting bored at home, I make jelly in a traditional way. Not from those packed 3 in 1 powder. The jelly before cooked.
Prepare the mixture. This is Milo de..
Mix fruit. 1st time try on it but failed as the fruit doesn't stick with the jelly @@
Coffee, exp for daddy de. Coz we don't like coffee.
Prepare santan also. ^^
Boil the jelly. Add in santan.
And also plenty of sugar. I cincai estimate de. Daddy them owes say not enough sweet. So I add a whole cans of milk this time and it turnes out too sweet. @__@
Finally, left it to cold before put into the fridge.
Daddy owes use to buy us supper after he finish mahjong. This time, he bought this.
Sarawak fried noodle. FooChow style I think.
Fried Taufu.
This was strongly recommended by my daddy. Abalone pieces. Sour de, but yummy. They sell RM 25 for one box. Daddy love it very much.
I love this, fried sotong. hehe
Prawn again. I think my family is prawn killer. @@
Kelvin's gf's mum gave us gaint mango. It was so big. I was trying to show how big it was. See...
Compare to my hand.
A little bit shorter than big water bottle but same large.
Taller and larger than small water bottle. hmm, Did I sucessfully shown how big the mango was? haha =__= swt
Before went back to KL, I went to dentist for teeth wash. Daddy say, eyerrr your teeth so yellow de. @@ later guy all run. =___=
Snapshoot around while waiting for the dentist.
I said: Doctor, help me polish all the yellow teeth become white ar. Doc: Some cannot polish eh, Did you smoke? I said: Nope. Doc: A lot of coffee? I said: Not really. Doc: Eat too hot food? I said: Yes, I can't eat if my food is cold. The hotter it is, the better. Doc: No wonder.
@@ Teeth turns yellow if food is too hot? 0__o and I paid RM 90 for nothing. My teeth is still yellow. ==
While waiting for my Alex to pick me up, I keep look at this but don't dare to go and buy. I am just that hopeless. ==
Pau~~~
I dye my hair too. But, it work out bad. @@ Nothing but dry up my hair. boo~ It should be this color de, light brown.
Sis say, why people dye hair, you also dye hair but you make your hair even darker. ==
Yeah, it is.
But hor, see see, under the light brown de ler!!!! at least a little bit kay..
The day before I went back KL, Siew Hui ask me out for a drink. I said, go summer tea? She said, there too much kids. Since we are already 22, we went to Star. A stupid choice, as we need to yell in order to talk to each other.
We get ourself Ribena Sprite. The waiter bring us 2 cans of beer and he said is from a guy over there. We simply nod our head through the direction he point, but actually too busy talking to see who he is.
We decide not to drink it coz we scare he may approach if we drank it. I joke to Siew Hui, hey, wanna play something really throw face de? We ask for plastic bag and ta pau the beer away. hahaha, Of coz we didn't, coz is really throw face. ==
We had a nice talk but a bit paiseh, so we din took any pic. Her mother still like before call her back before 10pm. @@ My daddy, if I back at tomolo 10am, he also don't know I think.
The next day, I was wondering in my daddy's room waiting for them to get ready to send me to airport.
Daddy de room. Messy also, like my room. haha..
He is penyokong cetak rompak. @@
And I found this, bangkai of Kelvin's Mickey. He hug it since small and can't sleep without it. First, he owes bite off his nose and my mama will owes sew it back. After mama pass away, sis took over the job to sew back the broken nose, body and leg.
Now, it become like this de.
Headless. I ask my lil brother, where the head go. == He say, eat finish liao. @@
So smelly. But my little brother must smell it before he was able to sleep. I ask him one more question before he shoo me out from his room. I ask, when you married hoh, you want bring him with u ar? later your wife run ar.
That the end of my 2 week holiday. Lots of more memory which I din't capture down like stimboat.
Ask me, why am I wearing the same clothes, Answer is, I only bring 3 shirts back nia. wuahahahaha...
Let's wait for the coming 1 month holiday. Miss you all. Muakzzz....
If not mistaken, 30th May is Kayz birthday. Here, as I promised, a drawn birthday's cake. Habby Birthday. You should consider to tell me who you are de. zzzz But actually, I don't felt like wanna know too. Later you are someone who I don't wish to talk to. Let's just kept our stranger to stranger friendship. ^^ Have a nice year ahead~~
I betta get to sleep de, is 4.26. Later bou bui kill me if I am late. Whee~~~ shopping!!!!
I am so brave this time. I din cry at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I keep tell myself, 2 week later daddy them come Kl play de ar......until I got Sop Sop sms. I hate u lar bou bui!!!!!!!!!!!!! T__________T
I saw so many father's friends de son and daughter who come to PJ UTAR for foundation at airport. Who call my daddy like know everyone in Bintulu. They parents call me to look after their son and daughter. I was like a super senior. Damn cool!!! hahaha =P
The taxi I took just now, like driven by crazy people. The ah pek, keep comb his hair. Turn back and look at me. I was like shouting at him, LOOK AT THE ROAD LAR! DAMN!! He drive 100km/s. Cut here cut there, siak si me. Keep talk hell lots of cantonese. I can't catch wat he say pun. @@
Reach home, I saw my 2 new housemates. Foundation student too. Which mean 18 years old? Their mama call me to help look after them. She say she was very worried. She hug her son and left. And she call them call me jie jie. @@ I m so old de. I was like telling them, I can't even know where to get food for myself. @@ But, I will still try my best to help. Felt sorry for them, hope ah po treat them better a bit.
They are so happy when their parents left. I even heard one of them say, see, I told you she will call lai, see, call le. @@ Her mum call after 30 min...hahaha
If I wear boy, perhaps I won't be so emotional. Next life, make me boy please. ThankYou!
I am so hungry, swallowing dumpling little bit by bits, my throat, is so different from usual soar throat. It was not painful at all but just pain when I swallow my saliva, drinks or foods. My keep fit gonna sucess this time!!
Tomorrow is the first day of training. 9am till 6pm. Whole week. No time for doctor pun. aiks. I start to think, what should I wear, which bag won't make me look childish, need bring what go har? I need bigger water bottle, prepare my hand cream, hor hor.... so nervous...
Good Luck to everyone who going to start their training too. All the best. ^^
haha...bek to pj le lar... so fast plan what should wear for 2ml de training ar???haha... me din think about it!=p lazy.... no mood to work...no mood to think....just need play!
This two dayz, I walk like a dead fish, lying almost 48 hour on my bed, didn't eat anythings. Just keep drinking cold cold ice-cream soda. @@ my own medic.Thanks to the soda for giving me energy.
I was suffering from fever and cold. My leg and hand was so cold, like it almost freeze, but my face and neck was so hot. The whole nite, sometimes I am sweating, sometimes I am trembling in cold.
Now, I get much better, coz sienz looking at myself like this, I go and have a cold bath. Super cold bath at 12am. 'yi du gong du' I start to felt hungry now, but my throat was so painful. I can't even swallow my own saliva.
Daddy is coming back tomorrow. I must get well, if not he will worried again. Coz I am going back at KL this Sunday.
When I am so cold lying under 3 blankets, unable to sleep, I look through my room's window. The sky started to turn bright and shines a blue-ish light of hope into my room. It was so nice, the world is so pretty, If I just die like this, is so waste. So, I grab my hp and shoot a picture of it to remind myself not to get sick againz and doze off.
6.05 am, The sky from my room.
Is just a little pain, and I felt like almost cannot stand it. My mama tat time, she suffer more than this. Sis was so worried that I might get the same sickness as my mum. Coz the symptom is kinda look alike. She keep check on my hand and eye to see if they turns yellow. Sometimes, I hate myself for being so weak. Doctor say, one of us might get the ginetic of the sickness. My family owes think is me, coz I always get sick easily since I am small. I also hope is me, so my sister and brother don't have to suffer. But, I just hope it wont come too early. Come when I am 50 years old. I won't go and cure it, and I will just die like that.
For me, I am worried I might get swine flu. I keep think, how ar, 2 more dayz, if my fever is still there, I can't go through kastam. Ticket so waste lar. Work how ner?? So worried.
Because of swine flu, we need to go through this upon arrival.
You have to fill in a form and get measure to see if you had fever.
That day when I came back, it measures me 35.5 celsius. Fever time, I measures 37-38celsius. Just a little bit different, can make us so sick.
Luckily I am alright now, Just hope my throat can get well soon. I don't wan to go working on Monday with such a sexy voice. =__=
And my hand. Snake need to change skin, my hand need too.
Two week oledy, Next time if wanna have direct contact with detergent, remember to wear glove. @@
Sorry to say that, I will just remember the existence of you when I am sad.
I am happy to be home.
I don't mind my hand's skin cracked, but still happily cook meal for my family and force them to try on the cake and jelly I have invented.
I feel so great to be pampered like a little princess.
Buy tons of lotion and skin care item without have to worried about the insufficient money for transport, rent or food?
Happy staying at home ad think that I turns fair but forget that I turn fat too? 0.O
Enjoy going fun fair with family, happily gamble and bring back lots of drinks, sneak out for snooker with little brother coz my daddy say "GIRL GO TO SUCH PLACE, LIKE WHAT!!", gossip with him about his gf's mum?
Serve my dad as he the King, he don have to move and I will get him whatever he want, even a spoon.
Sometimes, I think like this. If someone wanna married me, don't have to be rich, but don't let me starve can de. ==
I will wake up around 11am and prepare the lunch. Breakfast, sendiri eat outside. Can't wake up so early. After lunch, I will just either do facial, or google some recipe, and try to cook or make sth new or special? Warm up the food for dinner, and spend rest of the night going out or watching Astro? But of coz, the most important things is, buy me a dish washer's machine. I hate washing plate. haha... So, anyone wanna married me ar? =P
But, things just can't goes as what I want it to be.
My heart aches when I see my sis and brother yell at my daddy.
I wan't to tell them, how much patient daddy need to grown us up. And you yell at him just because he don't know how to differenciate "save" and "save as"?
I hate when my sis say, "You not at home, so you dunno what actually happen." "You just have to see for a longer time." and "Don't clean the house, later we don't know where you put the things."
I wan't to tell her, Sometimes, if you don't mind so much, live will be easier for everyone and also yourself.
I wan't to tell her too, tv was not your everythings. What you get from watching movie from 5pm to 10.30pm none-stoply, and you will forget about the movie after sometimes? Even put on a sour face and urge us to go home when we are having breakfast/dinner outside just because you can't watch u tv?
We are having stimboat, and you think is very troublesome, and you get angry and ruin everyone mood?
Sometimes, you just have to think, if you don't want to finish up sth, maybe people also having the same feeling. Why you want to force us to finish up everythings?
I used to be so close with my sisterr. But now, I felt that, I can't talk much with her.
Maybe I am the one who have changed. I think she shoulden't quarrel with the shopkeeper because of 20 cent, I think she should change her job instead of keep complaining and getting angry over it. I think the deccission of buying new car is at my brother's hand if he can afford it. I think the house will be peace if she stop complaining over every single things over and over again.
I know how much you have sacrifice for this house. Tats why I respect and love you. But, sometimes is just too over.
I am the selfish one. I choose to run away and believe that I still have a lovely and perfect home! Sometimes, doesn't see it is better than saw it.
I felt sad when think that I am going back to KL soon. But relieve too, coz I don't have to see the things I don't wish to see.
Intern gaves me some tension too. I dream I can't even know how to use google to search things. @@ And the boss told me he will fired me, if I keep, keep to myself and don't wan't to social. Oh my, I really don't know how to. Aireen them keep joke with me, ask boss can I work in the midnight and sleep during daytime, coz I can't do my work when ppl looking at me and during daytime. Is true. Any company offer this servise? hahaH
Haiz, I hope my life and the people around me can be happier. A little bit is okay de. I am not greedy. Really. Just gave us a lil bit more happiness. Mom, you heard me, don't you. =(
Whee Wa Wa~~~~ Ge Ge Gee~~~I am free like a pink dolphin~~~ Letmme swim to the sky and come down 2 week later. @@ Nonsense. Let me play Love Story loudly over and over againz~~~
AkakakaH Finally, had a good sleep just now and awaken by Cao Cao's call. 11.05pm. My alarm set on 12am de ler. f5
Cao Cao: Eih Lindy ar, wan eat things mar?? Lindy: *sleepy voice* huh, eat wat? don wan lor, I am sleeping eh. Cao Cao: Ok Ok, byebye.
And he is using other people phone. When you gonna get ur hp top up huh?? Clubbing, gamble ada wang. @@ == Ini budak, find me 4 things nia de, Eat, Help, Clubbing or Genting Casino. @@
Today had my last paper History of Art, which is damn easy? 0.O Coz 100% same as tips. You just have to go in and write out all the things you have memorise and go out. == but I have short term memory sickness, so I can't remember much. @@ And doing all the mcq follow my feeling, coz it comes out all name, date, place...tak pandai. ==
Before going to exam, I keep try on my newly bought checker box shirt. People got I also want. But not suitable for me also. T__T Too cool for me who is not cool at all. @@
Too big like pregnant lady, or factory worker, or we owes use for mtv shooting, actress wear it after bed scene? zzzz
Ok mar hoh. =___=
After put in belt will be something like this. My face, ahahahaH, the eye like, huh wat are u looking at hah! haha
But I still felt that it make my shoulder look so big. @@
So at last, I change into this and went out. wu wu
I wan wear my checker box T. sobz
After exam, we go and fill in our intern form and wait to get back our poster.
Paiseh ar, lemme happy a while. I never got so high mark for presentation. Oh my, I owes so nervous and scare or lec keep repeating the same things, LAUDER PLEASE!!! I can't believe Miss Clare gimmie this mark. Guess that day I am damn fcking tired. I din sleep for the whole nite and get fed up when my ppt doesn't work rite, the projector cannot project red color. So, I was like aiyah, watever lar, say finish, end it and go home can de liao. So, I just say wat ever that cross into my mind.
My ppt was so simple coz I just did it 2 hour before I head for presentation. @.@
Miss Clare said, I miss up she and he. hehehe Actually is because, I keep thought that Bridget Riley is a HE, until the day I do ppt, I just realise HE is a SHE!!! swt lar me, so I was like forcing myself to remember she is a "SHE". At last, when nervous, I miss up all. @@
Cheng Cheng...Blek!
After that, we go and have lunch with Miss Clare. *kelvin aka Classrep, Dai Ga Jeh aka cMei , +2 aka Kar Yee, 20 aka yleng,Aireen, Justin and me.
We go to somewhere at Jaya One, I dunno the name. @@ I am so lame!
And this is Miss Clare.
I used to very scare her coz she was so strict, direct and fierce. And the way she give marks is well know de fair and hardly get high mark de. But, after few semesta with her, I start to admire her. She was well-knowledge and always prepare us for the world outside. I learn from her, Simple is the best. And make your design useful in commercial. hehe
We don't have photo coz no one bring camera today.
After lunch, we went to Starbucks. I so admire cmei and +2 de English and the way they social. Oh my, me and Aireen keep smile here smile there only. Don't dare to talk. @@ Sometimes, I think I am so useless lar. Dunno scare wat also. == Clare said, Sarawak, no wonder so shy. @@
After 3 hour, finally our dai goh mguang reach, and go to OneU for movie. I don't know the movie name too till I reach home and chat with Stupid. == I am really so lame!!!!
Quite scary de, keep korek the mata. But I felt like laughing. @@ and sleepy halfway. I am ghost movie queen. Won't get scare so easily. But the sound effect is good.
I wonder did I lose certain nerves? I wan so dumb and never scream even in emergency. When a snatch thieve snatch my beg, I was just "Ah, he snatch my beg eh." Opening my jacket inside girls washroom when a guy suddenlly walk in, I was just looking at him and think, he must have gone into the wrong room. @@ Can gimmie back nerves ar, so I can react like normal human should react? Get excited easily? haha swt.
Buy something for my daddy and brother them.
After movie we went home. Is just like, too early to go home. We all said, the sky is still blue. haha Becoz Cao Cao them was waiting for Aireen to pass them the rice cooker. Their class is having stimboat.
So, went home de. Chat a while, bath and sleep. Aireen gimmie a shirt. Thankui. ^^
So, tat's the end of the journey for this semesta. All will be goin back tomolo. Me too. ^0^
I betta pack up now, Tomolo 9am need to go airport de.
My add still the one at Wanngsa maju. @@ lazy change. hahaha Bye Bye KL, hug in Bintulu. Same words same phrase. Home Sweet Home!
Isn't Love Story a cool song? T3T. muacks. see u in two weeks time. miss u already. enjoy and pls keep me in your mind all the time while u're in bintulu. T3T.....
Holiday is here, my friends who like to blog or take pictures, you may try on this two competition.
Malaysia Airlines Travel Blog Competition -click for detail- Blog on the topic given and get a chance to win tickets to Sidney, Japan ~~ bla bla bla~ and lots more!! Must use original picture. I don't have much nice pic. Can't join de. Wuwuwuw...
Chipster Superstar Competition -click for detail- Make your own short movie and be a star. Gee~~ Habby Holiday. ^^
I am too used to sleep at 4-5am. I can't even take a nap now. Aww, my head dizzy dizzying. 3 more topic to go! Pop Art, Optical Art and Modernist Art. JYJY!!
Only certain people know the way to read the contain typed like this.
Everytime when is about time to go back to Bintulu, I will always think of two people, who I wish to meet, but also whom I was afraid of what should I do if I really meet them. Bintulu is so small. You always can bump into each other easily. One of them, is her.
She didn't read my blog, so she will never know I did this post. Honestly, I really miss you. I never thought we will end up like this.
You used to be one of us. Our very best friend, since form 2 for me and form 1 for Sop Sop.
This picture might not be the only picture we had, but it was one I treasure most. Soletape till like tat de. ==
Did you remember the time we spend together? Eat behind the class together, scold by teacher, where you two always kena, coz I look good? haha Wear baju kurung together when is prohibited for chinese... Skip class together and walk out of the gate in front of teacher? Scold back those who scold us slut? Go Summer Tea and Tuition together?
And This. ahahaha...We suppose to shoot "Gotong Royong" Picture for Moral Assignment and we wear until like that and go to pretand pick up some rubbish. Hand in and kena redo. @@
Ahahahahaa...so damn funny lar..
Oh my, wtf. See this. Shooting mtv mer!!! Am I suppose to felt that I look good in that glove and boot. Omg!
After so much begging at your parents, they finally let you came KL with us. We felt damn happy and celebrate out last dayz at Bintulu with Whiskey and Pizza, if I am not mistaken.
We are so good when we firstly come KL. Perhaps if we didn't coma KL at first, everythings will be different.
We gone through everything even haunted house! == Carry water climb 4 floor to reach house, wake me up in the middle of nite and go to eat roti tisu? and the mamak guy ask me, just wake up ar? haha
And we persuing the same course in KTAR and we stay in the same room. Tat time Sop Sop oledy move and stay with her sis de. I think is her only choice to maintain our friendship. So, left the two of us.
Do you remember we went to Klang everyday to shoot for our final mtv?
We are well know in height different. haha 164 with 150,sure many different lor. @@
And when I am forced to try on this. This is really scary. My secret for so long. Sop, ready to laugh. * * * * * * * * *
tada~ scary bah!!!laugh bah laugh bah.... tats y I always keep my hairstyle simple and BLACK!
We had lots of fun when we went shooting.
Never see me showing my forehead. There you go. dot dotz. =___=
Acting Nurse. hahah
And our final presentation together.
Perhaps you don't understand why I hate your boyfriend.
I hate him because of his personality and the way he treat you.
I never tell you the way he talk to me like a pervert and touch me when you are taking bath.
I don't mind let him stay over since he is your boyfriend.
I get hurt when he touch my back in the middle of the night and you giggle with him.
I don understand why you call me to sleep with my ex just to give our room out. He is oledy my ex. Doesn't it seems strange if I sleep with him?
You hurt me once again when you call me to move out and stay with Shirleen so you can stay with him. That time I haven't even know Shirleen for a long time.
I felt the pain when you cried and say he is dirty cause he had relationship with prositute.
And I felt you are stupid when you decided to chase him back and go out alone in the middle of 3am. But, I didn't stop you.
He wanna move into our house, but the rest of the house member don't let, because we hate him smoking in the house, and sorry to say that he is "hamsap".
At last, you move and stay with him, but still putting your things in our room to come back in case your parents come KL.
I don't know how to answer each time your mother call me and ask where are you.
At last, I have no choice, I told her I haven't seen you for almost half year.
The main things that make me decided to give up this friendship is when you call me to stay down while everyone in the house is moving out coz of a pervert keep watching us taking bath and stand at the window. We make report to the police but they can't catch them. The neighbour call us to move for our safety. I even saw him face to face when I am alone at house. I was brave enough to ask him. What you want!!! He say he wanna come in to see room cause he wanna rent one. Scare me till half dead. So, I hide inside the room till everyone came home.
You are staying at Alor Setar that time, but ur things are still here.
I was crying when you call me to stay there alone and let them move, and I told Shirleen, I can't leave you cause we come to KL together.
I remember clearly, Shirleen told me: This kind of friend, no use already. She don't care of your safety and call you stay down alone here. She won't come back one you know, She just will put her things here only. The pervert is watching you not her.
So, finally I let go this friendship. I move with them and left your things behind. And we never contact since that time.
You give up ur study and didn't graduate just because of him.
Now you go back to Sarawak and wait him.
He is at KL here fooling around.
Does he deserve you to wait? Is your own choice of life. I can't judge cause I ain't did well in my own relationship.
You really deserve better. You really do.
Perhaps zKock is rite, guy having one nite stand outside is normal, at last, he need to make sure he know how to get back to his girlfriend.
You message me this year during my birthday, and put a phrase "my friend". I felt like tearing when I saw this. Perhaps I should stand at your side. There is nothing wrong with you. You just love your boyfriend.
I want to meet you badly but I just don't know how should I react when I saw you.
I am sorry.
Enough of emo!
Some more pic I found. Sop wan see how you look like in blonde. Here. I purposely choose side view so you wont kill me. =P
I am well know in taking half face picture last time. haha
My mapele dear and zai zai. Aww I start to miss everything!.
I think I don't want to sleep de. Coz I wanna go buy an old lady de fish head bee hoon later, one more time before I back hometown. hehe If sleep now, later sure wake up at 4.30pm de. @@
if u dont mind,can give me also...heheee...gal,i know yo feeling...really...i got same situation with u also,have a good friend,quarrel because of misunderstanding..maybe im too over that time..now,i really wanna contact him back but dont know how to start the topic and dont know how to continue our conversation..haizzz...
Yalor, got one time I terjumpa her at hometown. We both act didn't saw each other. Who know my papa call. Eih, your friend and call her. swt... so paiseh ler that time when we talk. @@
so long time de friend le lo...if can ma try call her and chat lo..if not reali wasted lo..forget the past la,as u say ma,that time she do that because she loves her bf rite...dont blame her la,girl will lost their mind when they are in love with someone de la...get her back yo..i support..hehee
I told Sop Sop, when I come back we go for eyelashes extension, hair extension all extension. Bone can ar?? make my leg longer so balance with my body. @@
I found this picture of me, 2 years ago bah, the moment before I go out to cut into short hair. I miss my long hair badly!!
Dirty mirror in my old room. Gee, I look cute that time...hahahaha See, my hair so long!! So, I want hair extension.
My hair after cut. They say can sell RM200. I don't want, so its still in my box. Dunno will become ghost mar. @@
Here sth funny. I receive sms from a long friend of mine. Erm, you know, teenagers like to go out and drink bubble tea. Then if guy ask for your number, you will give like you have oledy ready ur name card. =___= So, this is how I know him. @@ He call me to attend his party. But, I can't coz I am at KL. It's been a long time we didn't meet.
He send me this sms.
U MATURE LIAO MA, NOT LIKE B4 BA!!!! darn.
I wonder I so childish de meh.
Coz tat time I super like a guy with gf de, but I don't wanna take the reality he got gf wuo, coz that guy lie me say he don't have. And this friend of mine, keep wanna prove to me, coz tat guy's gf is his neighbour. @@
But, of coz I didn't become a slut. I go KL de. hehe
kayz: eyerrr...probably hoh...scary...extend liao later at night the hair grow into my mouth and pull my heart out. hahahah watch to much Happy Tree Friend. =__=
One of the studio shoot. Didn't edit much, just a little bit blur to make the skin look smoother. Girl, don pose like that. See my hand, want liquify also cannot, will cacat! So muscular My neck look so fat and short too!
Our theme is dark and mysterious. So, none editing done on light too. Some on joker makeup will be post when I got time to edit. hehe
Dunno who is photographer, either is mwey or David or mguang.
And my hair that time, so short, like a tomboy!! tat hairsaloon guy lor, give half ass give people see de, keep say like this nice. f5
The purple crystal bracelet, used to be one of my precious gift. I believe it gives us 'zi hui' coz the one who give me said so. Accidentally, break it during mtv shooting. I want to tie it back, but don't know where go provide this kind of service. Or perhaps I shouldn't. Didn't wear it also wont make me stupid. Is time for it to leave me. Bye Bye lor.. *sobs*
Another silver one, is from my mother. I wear it since Primary 6. Nearly 10 years de. That time this braclet only coast RM20 ler. But it is priceless for me. Mother Dayz is on this week. Happy Mother Dayz.
I am living like a no life people. Sleep at 4.30am wake up at 4.30 pm. Back to hometown this Sat. Will be havig the same life. Just that, I had Astro to watch, better meal and better shelter. @@
Aww, when I gonna live my life normaly.
This holiday, I wanna post all my abounded picture, my Ling Yu Zong, Nu Ren Wo Zui Da, Myyy Birthday and many many moreeee.....And also make a clay artwork for my daddy as Father Dayz present..wuahhhh...Plan only lar. Later sleep 20 hour per day also. @____@
Weeheee, Below is the draft I wrote just now around 7pm when I am fcking pissed off. I am scary when I got angry. And I buy myself lotsa tings to eat. And I watched this movie.
I thought is some kind of a fat women who gone through a makeover and become a slim modelshape pretty women.
Nope, but indeed it talk about a girl, who mind about her pass. She was on her 1st date and goes to bed with the guy and the guy dump him later.
So, a time machine let her to go back to the pass. She was trying so hard to avoid the same things happen. She manage to stop it, but it happen too in the other way round. The same conclusion, means she had to face it too in future life.
This story tell us, "Everything Happen for a Reason" the term me and Sop Sop owes use to make ourself think positively.
What have to happen, it will happen.
It make me feel better. I felt sorry for throwing tamper at my daddy.
The post underneath won't be deleted by me, caused it used to be in my mind before.
If you read this, may as well skip it, because I am damn rude inside.
Just me...wat to do...
wtf wtf wtf Everything happen today make me pissed off. I hate those who are not born to be a princess act like one. If you are born into a poor family just accept it lar. I hate them who wanna have good live but let their parents suffer. Still dare to tell everyone. Fcking hate those who was in the age of 20 sth and just get in love for the 1st time, while people oledy have 2-5 ex? act like a dumb and talk like someone with pig brain. If you wanna use his car, choose a better looking one who drive Mers okay! Wan't people to send you here and there find a driver lar stupid. See urself before go and compare with other people. Don't ask me why ur best friend run away. I will answer you, No wonder your best friend ran away. And don't keep cry over such a little bit things, Keep crying is so annoying lar...
Why my daddy don't understand me de. So angry lar.... Yaya, I am the one who is choosy. If one day ah po kill your precious daughter, I will wave at you from the heaven!!!!! I know I should be more patient over old people. But she doesn't treat us as human. Her daugther also, what for keep call us to be patient coz she almost wanna died liao! If so, why you don't want to stay with your own mother, and bring her home. You should at least make her understand, we PAID! WE DIDNT STAY FOR FREE! arghhhhhh
And somemore. Don't msn me again. I think you aren't dumb enough to know why I didn't reply you anymore. Don't act like nth eveer happen and come and talk and joke with me each time I got online. Eyerr, why ur face so strange de in this pic, your face more strange ar. Don't owes say urself handsome. I wanna puke everytime I see ur pic!!!!! Please lar! Jusk fck off, okay.
AnD you also!!! How much time do I have to tell you!!! DONT MESSAGE AND CALL ME AGAIN! I don care you are KEN or KENNY, where you get my number, wtf, you are stupid and ugly and no money, no girl want you. IF you know your problem, why don't you change urself insted of keep bother stranger like me!! Do you epect if you meet different stranger someone will like you, someday! If you are really my ex de friend who run away from debt, don't try to fool me. I never will go out to meet stranger! Fck off too!!!!
AND another stupid fat brainless girl at bao bei office. Don't bully my bao bei!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't stab people just because she is more educated and capable than you. You should go and improve yourself.
Shit lar.... I am the most stupid and brainless one! Why I get angry because of them!!!
Pheww...I felt better throwing everything out. Sorry for those who read this blog. Is a shame. But I really can't stand anymore.
be patient ya girl...dont be so mad...your daddy not dont understand u..sometimes,what elder think is totally different of what we think..so,jz give some times k...why got so many nonsense people msn u de har?lucky or unlucky har??hehe...somemore,kenny not ur ex bf ma?he still msg and call u...he msg u to ask u out??
Found a new nice blog. Is more to flash game and crap, Read a while got game play de.
Aha Aha, I even found nuffnang founder's blog inside!!! what to excited about. I haven't earn any money from it, and the ad is being take off de. Sobz...No one click on it Coz no one visit my blog. @@
Kulat sure laugh at me if he saw this. Coz we keep arguing over the terms I have invented. "Nescafe will become sweet after it get cold". And drank till cannot sleep de. Is true. Try it out. IS TRUEEEE!!! unless u didn't add in sugar and milk. ==
Oh my Oh my, is 5.14am.
I am so enjoy reading Timothy Tiah's blog(co-founder of Nuffnang) and FourFeetNine(her gf's blog, whereby is also a blogger celebrities.)
She reminds me of one my my best friend before, Siew Hui. There look alike, I mean figure. Perhaps I should believe that she can't even open a can of coke, which I used to think that she pretend week. Aww, sorry buddy. I am talking the truth. =X
Okay enough crap, is 5.21am, betta rush to bed and close the light before monster Po wake up in 8 min time and kick on my door. Chak~
I am so sorry, I think I shouldn't use the word crap. Hope you don't mind. But, I like your blog. Is fun so I have tag it in my blog under inspriration without your permission. Hope you don't mind againz. @@ by the way, how you know I write a post about your site? 0_o
Gee, 13 or us who used to hang out together, 10 from Sarawak. Now only left 3 of us here, opss is 5. One miss out de. @@ zKock fault. =P and another one's gf come far away from Kedah, so he can't join us.
Left the 3 of us having a small gathering.
Like before, we can't change our habit. Go all around KL and head to Genting in the middle of nite.
But, now grown up de. We skip Genting. Coz Sop Sop have to work on Monday. And we started to know, it is dangerous. @@But we still go around KL, the WHOLE KL!!
After exam, I grab a taxi and go to Asia Jaya. Meet Sop Sop, we grab another taxi to OneU. After that, we grab another taxi to Sunway.
zKock join us by picking up us at Sunway. We go stimboat and later he plan to drive us to Wangsa. @@ At last, we just pass by only. haha. Sunway pass by OneU pass by SS2, Passby Melati and Wangsa, turn to Cheras, send Sop Sop home, and back to PJ again send me home.
REally like going around KL. ==
Is fun. I love them. A lot. ^^
Here some picture.
Our lunchy at OneU.
Don't have to tag who is who. I think you all know that. hehe
Sushi..
This forget what name but I love it. Yam yam~~
Healthy lunch + breakfast.
Balloon from 2dollar donation to the charity.
And I drag Sop Sop to toilet. For mirror of coz. hehek
Our messy stuff.
And chamwhore with ballon. ^^
Everyone has a little dream inside.
Any we decided to go to Sunway. I bring my balloon there. But, I drop it somewhere inside a shop while I was getting excited to try on a lattern pant. =(
Inside taxi, Sop Sop shows her newly bought clothe from Momoe.
And we reached Sunway. =P I wanna try ice-skating. sobz...
This look like sky mar? Is actually a wall deco inside Sunway.
And Sop Sop bought a lot in Sunway. She was spending her 1st salary happily. See the prove. Scrool down....
See wat see...Cannot ar!!!
Hehehe...We bought ourself checker box's shirt. Lazy to take pic. @@
After that we wait for zKock outside Sunway. In front of here.
So hungry de, We ate the tibits we bought.
Mine was damn expensive. 6 dollar for a little bit. f5
This...
Balloon again. ^^
And we pergi stimboat de lor.
My ice-cream. hehe
The sauce.
I can't finish the yee-mee. But I want to eat ner...
SopSop loves corn.
I can't liquify zKock face. And he gonna kill me if I post it here. So, respect human right, I post his hand only. kekeke
The End of another happy Journey. ^^ Our 1st deal: -Genting when I am back from Sarawak. 2nd: No more shopping in Sg Wang, will be in Sunway. ^^
p/s I told an annoying stranger who keep message me that I am les. He believed and ask me, which role you played, girl or boy?? @__@
Dear blog, Dear everyone who read this... I am so happy rite now. My family is coming to KL for one week trip~~~ I wonder should I bring them to Shogun or Jogoya. I never try Jogoya but is nearer to where they stay. Daddy don't have to travel so far to OneU. Shogun, I like coz ada steamboat also. Hmm.. I wanna bring my brother go kbox, ice skating many many~~~ I wanna show them my little room and ah po. 0_o
Aww, I had to work, can't join them at Genting. Yeah they come on June. == I dunno why I get so excited. Is not their 1st time come KL, countable time. But I am just so happy~~~~~ wheeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ akakakakaH...
I told myself not to cry, but I can't. I have no choice I guess. I am so emo now.
Anyway, Thanks to Sop Sop and Zen Kock. I understand sooner or later we might get separate to different place. Perhaps, daddy know I can't survive alone if there is no one for me to lend on. So, back is the best solution. I am brave coz I know Sop Sop is someway near Cheras. I felt save because Zen Kock is staying at Damansara. I am not scare because if something really happen to me, you two for sure will help me. It's been more than 8 years. Thanks for the friendship. I really appreciate it.
Aldough I do this,
We still love you...
Sop Sop, because we owes have our period on the same day??
Of coz not.
She is also the one who accompany and stand by my side no matter what happen.
I don't have to think tat much rite.
Who know I died tomorrow?
CANNOT, I must take good care of myself.
I cannot let my daddy take the pain of losing someone he love againz. NEVER! I should just get back to sleep and wake up at 4.30pm like today. The time for me to think will be shorter. Byez.
Argh!! Why we have to take Pengajian Am exam. The Tujuan there say: supaya pelajar akan mencintai negare, memupuk semangat kebangsaan. Sth like that. Does that mean, after study we will put Malaysia flat into every of our design to show semangat cinta akan negara? f3 Not Include into cgpa, but didn't read also dunno hw to write to get a pass rite?
Bored till I feel like blogging.
I wonder since when I become princess. So many people wanna fetch me to skool but actually my house is just 5 min from skool. If lepak at guardian maybe 15 min lar..
I know I had a bounch of great friends at uni.
They don't mind even they know I only treat Sop Sop as my only best friend.
They still treat me as zi mui.
They cancel the bbq when I say I don't want to go.
They bring me to everyway even I owes stay quite.
They stay with me and carez me when I have problem.
I hate myself. What am I thinking. I wan't to, so consider social. But, I just don't know how to. I am not a fun person, not outgoing, owes too straight and say the wrong things.
I prefer come back home rite after skool and stay with my lappy and sleep.
Even, my housemate. She call me go da bao, I am hungry de, but my hair look like crazy po, pin here pin there, and I can't go out showing my forehead. So, I told her, nvm de, I am not hungry. Don't dare call her da bao too. =__=
She wanna move de, buy a new house, ask me if wanna rent from her. She say, want housemate like me, won't noisy, won't create trouble. Of coz, coz I never go out from my room unless bath, toilet, wash clothes n plate. == I quit admire her de. 2 years older than me. Fresh gaduate and got a job with salary of 2.5k. Go Africa do charity. I was like asking her, can bring me??
I propesly chase away those who are intrested in me. Is easy, don't reply sms, don't pick up call, msn more easy, direct click close. I just don't felt like wanna entertain them. I hate seeing those fcking fake words. You are pretty! Beautiful! Can we be friend!! I am intrested in you! I got ur phone number from where where where. Now wat century liao! Wake up pls!! This technique doesn't work anymore. Even just become friend, I am also not intested. nah, Just say I am not friendly. Who carez!
Remember to treat those who treat you sincerly, treat them good. Those who don't, forget about it. Some can twist the story from heaven to hell. And some dumb just listen to their close friends and never even bother to think using their brain.
I still prefer those I hang out with now. At least they din't bother people things or bother how people think about them. We do ghossip, of coz. who don't. =) We life for ourself not other.
hehe, I love my blog coz I can write everything here when no one talk to me. Coz I know, very few people will read my blog. Coz they hate words, they love picture. but, this is me, my blog. I don't have to do what people like. ^^
My friends who scare I might be lonely. Don't worry. I never felt lonely, I just felt empty. I think my English is bad, knowledge is so narrow, worried I cant get a job when graduate. So useless. Must think some way to improve myself de.
aiya..dont worry la,u sure will a good job de..luckily i dont have ur msn or hp num,and also didnt say "such" thing to u ah,if not, i will bcum da one who u mention in this..haha...anyhow,put some time at outside la,u will many interesting n nice things out thr..hehe..u gona graduate soon rite?have to learn how to face ur colleague d lo..many fake ppl out thr de..smile wit u but tikam u backside de..jia you oh.. ^^
I am eating chicken rice with teh c peng now in front of my lappy. hehe Terclose my movie. Kek sei lar...Load liao so long de.
Watching New Heart. Is a nice Korean drama. Operation on heart surgery de.
You will cry if you see how unfortunate the people are, curse certain doctor. Hate them so much!!!!
They shouldn't give up so easily. Patient put their live on your hand means the give their hope to you and thrust you. Doctor should be more responsible and do their best. If not better don't become a doctor!
The main actor, both of them, handsome n cuteee. hehe
But, the main actress, sorry to say that, I think her eye way too big, face too round, no shape de, and her mouth, I think is the most ugly part. She should go and take plastic surgery for becoming and actress. I am so bad. Her faN si gonna kill me. But, is wat I thought de lar. hehe
The two kids are finding the kitten behind my house. hehe... I curi them liao. 4 of it.
So tiny the kitten, just born de I think.
I was about to brush my teeth outside. I saw one of the kids use 2 pengepit, each hand kepit 2 ekor, wet wet de things.
I thought wat, so I ask the other kid. Mouse ar, She say nolar kitten.
Then I say, lucikly u save them from drain.
She say nolar, my mama call us throw far far.
So, my biao ge throw them into drain. He like to make kitten die de.
I was like =_______________________=
I don't like cat de. But, see the kitten so pity.
He throw them at floor. Say haven't die. Let them under the sun till die.
Then the kitten go and hide under a kancil.
If the car move, they sure die. I don't think the owner can see them. So tiny.
So, I brush my teeth get change coz I wanna go da bao de.
I think, should I save them, impossible ah po let me take them home de,or let them die. Perhaps die liao they can faster rebirth become human. If I bring them to mamak, mamak people also kill them how ner.
I heard the kids again. Why haven't die de. And they go back home.
I think, aiya, bu guan de lar. I take a plastic bag, find a shoe's box, and go out catch de.
When, I go nearby the car, two kittens direct come to me. OMG, so tiny and cute lar.
I catch and put into the box, Another 2, hardly to find, but I got them one at each of the tayar.
When they get into the box, they stay close to each other, still wet and sleep soundly.
I bring them to mamak, coz Malay people like to keep cats.
I love food.
I love pink.
I'm lost without shadow; not a trace.
I cry till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl. And a stupid one too.
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That's my name.
I am 22 this years.
A useless student who still spending family's money.
Love to think a lot and sometimes it hurt myself.
I am just a weirdo.
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Laugh and smile.
Live happily.
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