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Hi blog,

Suddenly in a mood to drop few words in your body.

Forget the password to enter here and I need to use password recovery. Gosh, this only prove that I only remember you when I am sad or angry, whereby I didn't even realize what password I type to enter.

So bustard of me, but you are still here year after year swallowing my unhappiness and anger. Thanks blog for always being there when I felt like I have nothing else in this world.

4 days later, is another new year.

Is time to put everything back behind. Time to change my whole new blogskin, to start with new entry.

The old one, I wont delete one single post, as this is my journey, lesson to walk me till this point.

Heading to buy Zenbook, the first thing I might gonna present myself to get back to my original life.

To be fair to you my blog, I will put in happy thing too beside sad and angry.

Actually, there are a lot of happy thing in my life, why I only choose to record down the sad one but not the happy one?

Time to wake up my dear, appreciate before you leave this world.

Love You You, a touching movie that inspire me a lot.

It happen that Flora is on leave and she allow me to bring home her laptop, which I refused at first.

Due to have to send caroling picture to press to be publish on PH, I bring it home to borrow her mail with company e-mail footer to be official.

This two day, I don't want to do anything. I just want to lye at home do nothing. Sometimes I really wonder, why I have to keep myself so busy and so tired, work till so late every night, running here and there busy on the thing that not suppose to? Why did I get from all of this? I can't even afford a laptop for myself.

Lie my colleague that I have period pain, so I can't join them to Christmas open house. Is not good I know, but I just want some time alone by myself.

Having difficulties loading movie online, thus I decide to simply select some disc from daddy room, just want to get back the feeling of lying lazily at bed watching movie while eating.

Like usual, grab one DVD of ghost story, which happen to be my fav, and suddenly saw this DVD Love You You, and think, cheyy must be those stupid ou xiang ju again. In fact, Angelababy caught my attention. She is well know for her beauty, out of curiosity, I watch this dvd first.

The movie Lov You You, make me realize, the right person will know what is in your mind without need you to say it out.

When he didn't say it, doesn't mean he don't know or he don't care.

I wish I can be dump at an isolated island for one night so I can cry like hell and buried all the sad thing there before I leave.

The cd was in a bad condition whereby it keep stuck and I have to keep repeat. I was repeat and fast forward for like hundred time.

Refused to give up, I watch at dad room. Still, it stuck during the ending.

Try to find the ending in YouTube, but can't found any.

I know if I didn't give up, for sure I can found it. This always be my characteristic.

But this time, I don't want to know the ending. Something are meant not to be known.

Just leave my imagination to decide on the ending.