040112

Dear blog,

Yesterday was not a good start for the first working day in 2012.

This time, I didn't stop Flo as I use to do.

Because I can see that is really too unfair for her.

Friend or colleague, nobody can forever accompany each other.

If there is a better opportunity, we have to wish for the best.

When it come to decision making, don't afraid to take the chance. If it change you, be grateful. If not, learn from it. Nobody say life would be easy, but for sure, it will worth it.

Suddenly, I can see the cheebaii post again in ah ming post. Guess he already unblock me.

I still think of him sometimes. My heart still get hurt sometimes.

When I see school reopen, I imagine he bring the girl son to school like a dad.

When Faz said, he cool only when the girl acting cute beside him, I am thinking, you sure you love her? or just need her?

When you update your current city to Miri, I know how much you don't want to stay at Bintulu anymore.

When Flo said his smoking habit is scary now, I know you think too much.

But much of much of think, is just what I think.

Is okay already, because I already used to the life of treating you as transparent.

I already used to the life of ignoring you.

I already used to the life of listening all the gossip about you.

I already used to the hurt feeling of much thing you do that never even think how I will get say behind. Planning to check in the girl to our work place hotel? Where is the basic respect?

Still, I thanks God, for all the thing I get. At least, I learn, learn and believe that there is really this kind of people in this earth. Don't didn't believe.

Honestly, I didn't hate you. I am just disappointed.