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Aiks, I can't work when I have to stay at living room, using pc. Well you see, you get feedup when you hear the noisy tv sound, seeing two figure, dad and useless brother lying at there sleeping at this hour of time.

I wonder how can they survive working with this kind of attitude. Dad is okay, he is old already, how about the young want?

Well, I am always the ngiaw ji want. I always goes against my family.

Dad say if brother can't earn money, we as sister have to feed him. I will say, you slow slow wait, don't teach ur son with this kind of mindset. He forever wont go work by himself.

My family like to see my face everyday at living room. Go out buy one thing also wish every family member to be there and go together, hand by hand. Wow, don't you understand we have already grown up?

With this kind of mindset, when are they going to grown up and walk one step ahead?

Living room got 2 pc, sis doesn't allow me to use the other one, reason is, I always download and might cause virus. She rather ask me everyday if I want to share her pc, and let me use first before she use. Fuuuuuu Then, the other pc, she rather put it there to turn into useless thing. And on it one day, aiyak, too lng no use, spoil de.

So this is my first aim of this year. I have had enough munny just waiting for the stock to arrive. Get myself a Zenbook, a new generation of notebook, so I can lock myself in room, day and night.

2nd issue is, they forever wont allow me to drive. They always so willing to pick me here and there, because Alex is too free, nothing to do. Judy is weird too, for example, we want to go several bank, she can drive and go with me, but she rather ask Alex to drive us here and there and wait us. They so like to drive me here and there and wait me. Why they don't understand this is not what I want? I want to drive myself to my friend house, drive myself to facial, not call you to send me there and wait me for one hour and I feel bad for letting you to wait?
By keep saying I don't know how to drive, but do you let me to try to drive? Never, then when I will know how to drive? Forever No right?

So here is my second aim this year. I10, one month RM 400, still can afford, just to free myself to be treat as a little kids!
Sis often say, she is happy with my job, our life is better than other people already, call me don't so money minded, but hey, I will say, I don't want earn thousand something for the rest of my life, and can't buy anything I want. Like have to save for century for the amount of money to get myself something I want.

Maybe we have different mindset. They want simple life, I don't want. I don't want to forever stand at one spot and wont step ahead. Being grateful is good, but no improvement, can't be accept.